LIMITLESS is here finally
My next-to-last day in Denver it finally arrived and the whole thing is still a hoax where on page 330, that’s the “G’LYING” that it was really published for probably, the whole thing I’d just read it from Amarillo to this morning and it comes all together in the last page or two but the real reason is that bit about the money to the girls with the long black hair,* (see below somewhere or on the not-backup file, that I’d felt that way because all or most of the black haired beauties, cliché, come from the Jomons’ working up offspring-descendant copies of their own gay selves, pass them off as being better than ordinary females, I get tired of hearing or sensing about it; apologies though and etc.,) is what the “magician ‘Al’s,'” were really up to in letting that publication slip through the cracks, because that that was the real reason, all libel and slander kept aside, so that the book finally got received by me and I’ll be trying to clear out the whole footer to this blogsite and collect these tidbits on this book until I have something presentable out of it, Mr. Glynn and his screenwriter Ms. Dixon and the Picador/St. Martin’s Press/Pan Books Ltd. all bearing with that I have a personal obsession for using this book as a teaching tool, that that “miracle drug” in there, the MDT-48 they call it, is what I’m talking about and the writers doubtless understand more about lots of the things than I could and the “redeeming social value” is all there in that final page or 2 but the real reason I’d reflected that it had been a published work wasn’t that redeeming social value angle, it was the concept that the women with the black hair require all of our assistance for all the wrongful horror of “the perpetrators” but the whole thing is missing that the black hair had evolved from the murder (of the dinosaur eggs and young, small enough to be killed off easily by the early Autists,) that had evolved from the hallucinogen dependence, that came from the willful disobedience to poor God’s trying to keep the early walkers back from forging over to the Americas, that poor real-God doesn’t have the tangible hands that we do, the early walkers just ignored God’s screaming, then the whole spirit world’s screaming and we’re dwindling out while these guys are still “dependent,” not “addicted” is one of the system’s tricks, that nowhere I think in this book do we hear that the drug is calling for him or him desiring for it out of control with himself, it’s just deliberate taking it because he wanted to, the system claims that therefore it isn’t “drug addiction,” so I call it “narcotic” -dependence, but I’ll be trying to fix a place for this material in the footer instead of this sort of rambling business, but the book is, right at the end it came together, what I was looking for from it. The film is slightly different and they’re both separately good. I’ll try to see if I can find anything on the 2 seasons of the television series. What he as saying more of less I guess is that we have wars/people taking advantage, because they want the chemicals/drugs/”narcotics” that come from our human brains. I have to sign off and then I have the life-support things I have to try to do for like a place to sleep somehow tonight but I’m real excited that this is what I’d wanted the book for, he really does discuss all this reality however symbolically/allegorically/hinting at the larger real world behind his microcosmic example of a person like “Eddie Spinola,” is the character’s name, protagonist’s. And Mr. Glynn and none of us individually can know about every single thing in this world and he just mistook the avarice for the drug’s victimizing the black-haired females “type” because the whole thing is beyond the comprehension of any one of us but in Prehistory they’d forced the way over here and they fell in with taking advantage of dinosaurs’ nests and eating their food and they’ve been bums ever since, the black haired guys I mean, but the females nowadays are largely because “the guys” “grow” female descended-growths of themselves based on how much more “femme” the guys can be than natural females, and also there’s the Mona Lisa whole aspect to the long black haired females’ “types” that goes into that. I put little marks on parts I want to check and there are lots of pages I’d merely skimmed and I hadn’t read the early parts about Melissa, the protagonist’s ex-wife, and then he’s looking at a girl who looks just like Melissa had early on looked like and then Melissa has two daughters, and he leaves them a bunch — I’m not going to tell the story but I’ll try to get back to this. [LIMITLESS is here to be discussed finally …]
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That Bronx neighborhood became Puerto Rican and that theme continued a little when the fraud-family moved to the north Bronx, then in 2001 I’d gotten a place in a Hispanic neighborhood in DC and then went to NYC where it’s about 30% Hispanic, then St. Augustine was founded by Puerto Rican governor Ponce de Leon and now I’m in Houston and starting to see where the novel’s theme of “Mexico” might have been “allegory” around this horror to myself. The protagonist’s first name is the same as the fraud-parent’s or that whole type of system-made people, and the “ola” of Spinola could be connected to the Hispanic theme. It’d brought Spinoza the lens maker to my mind, and the novel does have a big Dutch theme, with Bob Holland and Carl Van Loon, and the stock market had started as the Bourse. https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/spirit-development/out-takes2/bourse-wikipedia-bit/
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_de_la_Vega — This Josseph/Jose Penso de la Vega (1650-1692) seems very similar to the Joseph Nasi character that this torture to me seems likely descended from. I’ll try to locate to read a copy of that “Confusion of Confusions” book about the stock market.
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http://hdl.loc.gov/loc.pnp/cph.3c08030 — (link to the Brendon Behan photo.)
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I was taken to Ireland the summers of 1968 and 1969 by — Difficulties explications continued in https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/Ireland/Me-In-Ireland/
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P.3, the protagonist’s lies start on this first page of the novel where he says that he “couldn’t very well have inflicted my little mushroom cloud of woes on any of my friends, so I guess I had no option but to do what I did ….” As a gullible person and reader that had set me to assuming that he was a nice-enough guy because he did have friends and then altruistically was trying to protect them. Then you read along and get wrapped in the story but in the back of your mind you’re still figuring that he’s got people he cares about somewhere that’ll likely be coming up as characters and only one freelance co-worker acquaintance comes up, (Dean, pp. 70, 76, 78, 84,) and the protagonist only, p.87, messes with his head, and then we don’t hear any more about him or much of anyone else, like the ex-girlfriend mentioned on page 7, and her child. And the “couldn’t very well have” isn’t New Yorkese, where he is allegedly from, and goes on throughout the novel, which also isn’t very noticeable at first reading. Now I’m noticing he seems a compulsive liar to everyone, the whole book that way.
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P. 6 the protagonist mentions his employer, Kerr & Dexter, and later details describe that the offices are located in the old Port Authority building: Looking northeast across 9th Ave and 15th Street at Inland Terminal One of the New York Port Authority on a mostly cloudy afternoon, Jim henderson, 22 March 2009. I, the copyright holder of this work, release this work into the public domain. This applies worldwide; (found through Creative Commons.) — I’d found a much bigger perspective of this photo but can’t find it again right now yet. The size of this Lusby Simpson (one place has it Simpson Lusby) building should be made more clear. It’s where the (“Limitless”) protagonist’s freelance-copywriting job’s offices are so gets mentioned a bit starting on page 6 to 70. Nowadays it’s famous for something else, too “controversial” for little me to mention. I’ll look for the fuller version I’d found from the cellphone. https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:PONYA_Inland_Term_1_jeh.JPG; also on page 293.
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p. 6, “Spinola”The Surrender of Breda by Velázquez, painted by order of King Philip IV of Spain, 1635, five years after the loyal Ambrosio Spínola died as Governor ofMilan. Spinola magnanimously raises the surrendering governor of Breda. Museum of Prado, Madrid, Spain.
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p. 8, another reference to The Great Gatsby by Fitzgerald where here Vernon looks and smells like money and there Daisy’s voice had sounded like money, but I’d have to check that page in the Fitzgerald, just off of general recollection now.
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p. 9 Spinola mentions ARPANET as being the beginning of the internet. I don’t capitalize it because I’m always trying not to antagonize the system and they always do horrible things to keep me away from their computers, which I’ve tried to warn about, that they might be wanting me to be on one for building the excuse for busting this same phony inter-net that they’d built for keeping people away from other ways that could have been built, etc., that everything’s a little difficult for itsy-bitsy me to tackle with trying to describe specifically enough, but I’m sure that this internet is more of a de-education trap than it gives the impression that it is.
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p.10, Vernon oddly saying the protagonist’s full name as though to himself, then the protagonist-narrator mentioning that Vernon seemed nervous unusually, where his one great virtue as a coke dealer had been “his relative composure at all times… quiet and businesslike, unassuming. a good listener,” and maybe “a little too passive sometimes, like a dedicated weed smoker adrift in a sea of coke-fiends.” That makes me try to figure if maybe Vernon had always had some “MDT”-like substance that he was using instead of the coke of his customers’ use.
page 12, “psychotronic” images of his ex-wife, Vernon’s sister.
page 17, how he figures what people’s looks are saying. (244)
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p. 19 is where the name Deke Tauber is first mentioned (and is one of the subjects that is left hanging at the end,) also on pp. 166, 270.
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p. 26 The protagonist mentions that he had to keep busy, that he’d noticed that right away after taking the first MDT pill, that he’d immediately set into busyness, and that goes on throughout the novel and seems to be the way it is so that we’ve had these deviants with Prehistoric-descended Autism-psychopathy and friends being real real busy, running circles around all the “others” of the Earthlings.
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1939nyworldsfair.com popular_science-Mar_1939.pdf – (copyright request emailed to Bonnier company, 10/30/18.)
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https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/worlds-fair-ny-1939/— I’m finding that there’d been alot about going to outer space at the 1939 World’s Fair in that same Flushing Meadows, Queens area, about Venus and meeting Martians or what but I always have difficulty in using material that isn’t clearly marked for public domain, that there’s a great article in 1939 or ’40 Popular Science, etc. — a quote from Raymond Loewy: I suggested to the Chrysler Corporation that it display an animated, realistic model of a rocket-launching spacecraft installation at the 1939 New York World’s Fair as an expression of the corporation’s long-range vision and technological leadership. It became one of the fair’s greatest attractions. Every twenty minutes a batch of visitors was admitted to a huge half-cylindrical area, in total darkness except for the spotlighted rocket on its launch pad installed in a shallow pit on one side of the space. The launch area showed all kinds of lights, white and colored, blinking and conveying a feeling of activity and suspense. A deep rhythmic sound, the whirling of powerful motors, compressors, and high-frequency sound waves made the whole area vibrate and pulse. The rocket seemed to be made ready for lift-off and the audience was on edge. Then at the sound of sirens: Lift off! In a moment, a blinding flash of hundreds of strobe lights and the roar of compressed air suddenly released- the rocket, through optical issusion, seemed to disappear overhead in the blackness of space. Then total silence while a gradually diminishing point of light faded away to the stars. People who saw it once often returned; it was a thrilling preview of what many believed could happen in the future. It did; only thirty years later. https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/raymond-loewy/
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(“Dr. Feelgood” on the far right,) Prince Stanislaw Radziwill laying on far right, (1914-1976, (looks like one of Raymond Loewy’s?)
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I have this really bad feeling about Van Loon, (pronounced “Van Loan.”) One of “Limitless/The Dark Fields’” major characters is Carl Van Loon and I’ve been trying to figure the character with that Dutch name and cam across an odd mention that Hendrik Willem Van Loon had contributed some little something (a sample school book by the E.I. duPont company as a giveaway from their “Wonder World of Chemistry” Exhibit,) to the 1939 World’s Fair in NY and now I’m stuck trying to learn — what Van Loon was up to, no coincidence that he’s of this “E Pluribus Unum” Revelation-Armageddon takeover’s “Pill-grim boy” stereotype I think was the author of that last book in that back of that/the “Bible,” etc., etc. It seems that this is all that simple. From my little search-engine “research” Mr. Van Loon appears to have merely been a normal and nice enough person, etc., but I figure he was all involved in sabotaging everyone here except his and his partner’s, that “Jomon” type’s, business. They went into people-manufacturing, the 2 stereotypes from that “Ghent Altarpiece” that I keep pointing out from the Pilgrim panel in the low right-hand corner of the opened “Ghent Altarpiece,” etc. Probably tomorrow I’ll be switching this photo to the below book of Revelation area of this footer, but I don’t have much time today. It seems that in a relatively quiet way Van Loon’s and the Jomon type were skulking all over the place setting up this Armageddon business. Houston where I am now seems founded by them and they’re all over the place all the time, like that “rest home” I’d spent a month at in Massachusetts with this phonied-up low-oxygen difficulty breathing business was run by this stereotype, same as the Bishop Shahan and Aleister Crowley, that I’d have to start referring to the stereotype as being the 666-type, which like isn’t a real popular thing to do when they’re so rich and powerful and Autist all around and taking the earth, Earth, to total extinction with their “big-headed” egos from the Autism I guess the whole thing is, but the sneaking around NY back then, and previously he’d been to Cornell in Ithaca, NY and that’s where that whole area was St. Lawrence River infiltrated from Siberia, etc., with Van Loon’s Rotterdam being one of their big “cells” as they hopped along out of Siberia and over to here, etc., the duo from the Pilgrim panel sneak-mass-reproducing themselves off of their “MDT” sales’ profits, all over this earth. I’ll change these long blurbs to links soon also, but I’m alone trying to explain this crime, not doing a blog so much as trying to explain that there are psychoto-psychopaths that are forcing us to TOTAL PLANET EXTINCTION that have lifetime been using me as a LURE gimmick for their slaughter-system of procuring the “miracle drug” for their sales-support mass-reproductions of their “E Pluribus Unum” selves, that I don’t do this as a hobby but they’re all day long every day perpetrating this crime heedless of the loss of all Creation, that that isn’t their problem, they’re “busy, busy, busy” with their self-Limitless! -believing ill selves and this horror-circus all over me all day long every day, etc. Also this guy was mainly an historian and I guess that that’s how the system-people have gone around changing reality to their “1984”-type beliefs that we’re now living in. There’s one picture I always recall from one of his books that I can’t find an attribution on or anywhere else and so it seems he’d faked it, the right word for that out of my mind while I’d backtracked to add about there wasn’t an attribution on it. I’m afraid to simply say it because the system nonstop reads my mind and watches me in libraries and runs go changes things when I catch any of their dubious or made-up things. Maybe “made up” is the word that slipped my mind, as the “limitless” underworld or satellites are always sitting on my skull.
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p. 31, the early days of the Grateful Dead are mentioned. From Wikipedia on that: … Other supporting personnel who signed on early included Rock Scully, who heard of the band from Kesey and signed on as manager after meeting them at the Big Beat Acid Test; Stewart Brand, “with his side show of taped music and slides of Indian life, a multimedia presentation” at the Big Beat and then, expanded, at the Trips Festival; and Owsley Stanley, the “Acid King” whose LSD supplied the tests and who, in early 1966, became the band’s financial backer, renting them a house on the fringes of Watts and buying them sound equipment. “We were living solely off of Owsley’s good graces at that time. … [His] trip was he wanted to design equipment for us, and we were going to have to be in sort of a lab situation for him to do it”, said Garcia.[30]
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p.41 it’s mentioned that Vern has green eyes and high cheekbones, then page 196 that (Vern’s sister) Melissa has prominent cheekbones.
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p. 74-75, the protagonist had lived in and now makes a call to Bologna, Italy. The area comes up alot as I’m trying to trace the system but I’ve never looked into anything about it until now I just heard about this Wu Ming writing group’s “Altai” novel that mentions this Joseph Nasi character that it seems to me directs this torture-set to me and the whole global-system, descendants have been creating this global-system for their world-takeover, etc., and in looking into it quickly now in Wikipedia I find this painting of Pope Benedict XIV:
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On page 104; the image above is from the back of the Samuel Hahnemann monument, that that looks like a toilet bowl, and I couldn’t find any public domain image, — I could go take one I guess, of a toilet bowl to use to describe this little scene where the protagonist finds he’s unable to vomit, but, … “…the weird thing was” that he no longer felt guilty either, having spent about twenty minutes trying. I’ll get back to this later.
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p. 106, he mentions “Loisaida” and calls it the Latino quarter. I read that the term is the pronunciation of “Lower East Side” by the Puerto Rican populace there. From my experience on the “French Connection” area of Longfellow Avenue in the Bronx I guess that it’s the same people-manufacturing business in both places, as my recollection is that Longfellow Avenue was a Puerto Rican neighborhood but since then I’ve put together that that was a new demographic there, that I’d grown up while it was “morphing” to become the Puerto Rican area that it became. There’s a small bit in Robin Moore’s “The French Connection” account of that scam where he mentions that the narcotics-industry was being given over to Caribbeans as the earlier distributors had moved into conventionally respectable businesses; I’ll try to find that page number but the point is that I think “Loisaida” was because of the people-manufacturing underneath that “Alphabet City” now area. Then he goes to ask “Nestor” where he can get a big money-loan.
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p. 107 the protagonist goes looking for a loanshark for no idea I can figure. The local diner counterman tells him the Russians from Brighton Beach, Brooklyn, are the people for that, and that they think this country is a joke…
… Then he warns him that, “These guys are crazy… They’ll ” — do unthinkable things to torture you to death he gets warned and he nevertheless wants to speed up his profits by using a larger sum than the $35,ooo or what he’s already amassed in about 2 days of starting in with working with the stock market over his at-home PC, he goes to borrow $75,000 from these crazy foreigners, Russians with a past from the gulags, and agrees to accept $100,000 from this character that’s called Gennady, which has been plaguing me to figure out what he might be allegory or symbolism for. Three days ago I went and looked at that book that Jay Gould (1836-1892) had allegedly written about an “upstate” NY area and his description of alleged Indian tortures recalled Gennady to my mind, nearly identical description that on p.107 here is too disgusting for me to be able to type, just like that Gould had described were of the upstate NY types of the old-time tortures settlers had found, and of course I’ve got my own belief that “upstate” around the Great Lakes was all infiltrated by boats from over from Siberia, working the way up to the Arctic seas and over till they reached the St. Lawrence River and down, then making it into their “Seaway” just before my own “French Connection” difficulty in 1962 had started. They at the end of this book the protagonist describes Gennady’s head as looking like an old football or some such, which would be like the “tawny” skin color of the “native” Americans back prior to the so-called “Revolution” that was probably cover-up for the sneak-infiltration from Russia-Siberia and south of there up and over into here. Alot of words because I’m always having to beat around the bush because of this always all-alone status and that “the plug” might get pulled on me (p. 314.)
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Gecko! I’ll try to finish this file later: https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/geico/
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https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/orpheus-subject-ransom-of-hector/ On the Orpheus subject also: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/North_American_Man/Boy_Love_Association— Allen Ginsberg, poet and father of the Beat Generation, was an affiliated member of NAMBLA.[38] Claiming to have joined the organization “in defense of free speech”,[39] Ginsberg said: “Attacks on NAMBLA stink of politics, witchhunting for profit, humorlessness, vanity, anger and ignorance … I’m a member of NAMBLA because I love boys too—everybody does, who has a little humanity”.[40] He appeared in Chicken Hawk: Men Who Love Boys, produced and directed by Adi Sideman, a documentary in which members of NAMBLA were interviewed and presented defenses of the organization.[41]— This is specifically relevant to me and my situation because the “invisible-torture” to me as a female is connected to the “Ginsberg/Tsiolkovsky also maybe” lack of interest in females beyond the ovaries’ being procured. I believe that that’s the basis of this world’s-most-invisible-torture I’ve had invisibly on me right to this moment, and of course it’s connected to the brain-eating, the “voting” to use female victims by the man-boy mass-self-reproduction “Alpha and Omegas” and etc.
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P. 151 the protagonist mentions that he found himself all of a sudden lurching sideways and then into all the trouble, so I think this would be a good place to put a link to a file on the Physical Symptoms mentioned throughout the book with my explication that mainly they come from this “underworld” manipulation of all of ourselves up here. The protagonist had undergone sleep deprivation and then went out and found he felt manipulated unnaturally or uncharacteristically for himself and it’s my experience that when the “Armageddon-making Program” wants to do a “big show” invisibly off of me they generally do that so that my brain is weaker and more vulverable so I’m more easily manipulable as with how this character had felt this sudden lurching. In the same paragraph it mentions that the placed he’d been lurched into had wicker stools and starting on page 4 it’s repeatedly mentioned that he’s sitting in a wicker chair and I can’t figure what wicker might symbolize. Wikipedia says an English term for it is rushwork is all I’ve come up with so far. Physical symptoms are mentioned as in pages: physical sensations 31 mild headache 78 electric 101 104 146 156 164 170 override mech 182 c. 187 201 ch 17 206 207 224 226 230 241 248 250, 123 brain tissue, vomit 12 18 90 104 157 221 319 320, 280, 281,
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p.153 Mention the muralist Diego Rivera and I guess it’s inter-connected that he’d gone to NY from doing a mural-set in Detroit, as back then Huxley’s “Brave New World” honoring His Fordship all the time had just been released, that mass-producing cars was much on the system’s mind at the time of Rivera’s “Man At the Crossroads” mural for Rockefeller Center, and also I’ll try to fit in that the Barnum & Bailey co-founder James A. Bailey had been from Detroit, that the town was a big deal to the evolving-here system, is where the elephant Jumbo had been killed by the railroad train, which I think was set up so the inside of his brain could get explored, as being of Bailey’s interest, who’d then used to commute from Madison Square Garden through the Bronx up to his new home, The Knolls, in Mt. Vernon, NY. They won’t let go of this stranglehold on the unsuspecting normal people, the “Jomon” that I figure Bailey also had been disseminated from.
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https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/man-at-the-crossroads-mural/about the Man At the Crossroads mural, mentioned p. 153, “Limitless.”
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“Mies”-designed library at 9th and G Streets, NW, WDC, where I’d been most of this millennium:
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p. 161 he mentions “swanning” and gliding into the Four Seasons restaurant at the base of the Seagram Building. As bad as I’m learning the system has been it’s occurred to me that when it had started the “Four Seasons” restaurant might have been twist-translated by the system as to “Force-Ee-Sons,” that men were cornered into having to quietly use their system-“grown” disembodied-ovaries bio-progeny as meals. The new owner of the Seagram Building I read had forced the Four Seasons restaurant out, and maybe he’s a “Shahan.”
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p.171, … The Dreadful Ordeal of Donatella Alvarez… reminds me of El Greco’s The Burial of Count Orgaz … https://UniverseRescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/testimonial/El-Greco-1541-1614/… p.175, then he goes looking for a new apartment(!) whatever happens with her and his possible connection to that (177-81.)
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p.177, he first learns of the building called the Celestial that he subsequently leases and moves into, but in thinking over the name, like, Sell-est-t’-y’all, it occurred to me last night that like the circa 1933 “Goo-machine-home,” a small-scale refinery for trapping humans to be decomposed into petroleum that’s above the head of the central figure of that “Man At the Crossroads” mural, that in the 1990s Rodolfo Alvarez the novel-character is reprising the mural, in the 1990s in this real life the system is now selling at-home private or individual machine-like method for making your own at-home serotonin “MDT” smart drug/s, and that I’ve been being used all along like a poster-child for being the type for that decapitation, and that that’s part of the meaning that the protagonist moves into this fantasy-like Celestial building. — I don’t know where I’ll be able to fit this in and pull it together but the system gimmick-runs on that “Art” is of a primary importance and so they’d had this Y2K millennial-putsch done by “art pieces” like this Armageddon Show/Program sneak way of doing their New Jerusalem Armageddon from their old Revelation threat-promises, and apparently now to me this novel was a part of this “arts show” way of doing the Armageddon, but another big piece of that that I’m aware of was that trilogy of that “Lord of the Rings” book, that that was strategic for stealing victory from “the good guys” or whatever goony things these Jomon think like, by that tongue-flick near the end of the trilogy of the films. It had been played over and over when I was stuck staying in an odd $15 a night I think it was place on Broadway in Williamsburg, Brooklyn, right near the Marcy Projects and those subway lines that the performer JayZee then took or got that stage name from. His wife is from here in Houston somewhere too come to recall. While I was at that “flea bag”-type odd rooming house they’d played that film over and over, the noise of those battle scenes all of the time, (like next decade it was the Jurassic Park noises I still hear all day long whenever there’s traffic to under-growl pollute-noise to,) and I did pause to watch it once or maybe twice and see that tongue-flick I think right after the wedding scene of Aragorn and the elfin princess or what, and that tongue-flick seemed to me to be like a direct to you the viewer invasion of privacy to flick back any positive or spiritually-uplifting feelings you might have gotten from the happy-type ending after the long hours of watching all that that’s basically like the war of good and evil or sons of light and dark or this Armageddon and, really, this parasite that 24/7 has been hanging on me for around 20 years or back to my high school days or what, it really has come to seem alot like that Gollum character, some destroyed-by-greed soul with the only hope for Earth being that it would be annihilated, would finally but non-dramatically just self-annihilate and leave the Earth alone, the people and the normal eternal future that’s just sitting there available but getting thrown away by these unfathomable bums.
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https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/physical-symptoms/ p.186= the cough syrup to make him drowsy and slow himself down. https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/medicalscience/pharmacy-subjects/
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p. 190, he doesn’t believe he’d had anything to do with the lady’s being in a coma, as also alluded to on page 165, but on page 153 he can’t believe he’d hit the guy in the bar either yet we saw all the circumstantial evidence to that and it’s obvious that he had done that act of violence. — Personally I think a sequel was/is planned where you find out that that hotel room scene had been staged by Rodolfo or his friends for the purpose of creating trouble against the Norteamericanos to do with all this “narcotics” serotonin industry. And to do with the general Revelation-Armageddon promise-threats.
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p.193 the pharmaceutical-client is first mentioned, then on 199 that maybe his name is Todd.
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p. 196, that Melissa’s allowed her brain to become damaged and permanently so by the unknown pharmaceutical product, — I just want to fit in here that if you try to discuss anything about any “voices” to your brain the only thing you’re going to get is any of all those unknown pharmaceutical products that really do then damage your brain to who knows what degree, etc., that it seems it’s against “rules” to discuss this problem at all, you get punished by getting your brain dulled, to who knows what extent. “Do what thou ‘wilt’” then that reminds me of too now, finally getting a mention of his in just before the end of 2018 when I’m just learning about Crowley-Pill-grim type and his “Aiwass” voice friend or guardian angel or what, that those “medications” do then just wilt a person.
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p.197, damage limitation exercise of taking deep breaths and whispering the word s*** every couple of seconds, — that I do that all of the time, where any syllable or phrase will do, whatever feels best at the time, similar to chanting the syllable “Om,” and taking deep breaths, or sometimes the phrase would be one like “rectal garbage” over and over till I can catch my breath and I’m sure that more or less all of my physical such difficulties really come from the underworld’s pulling on me, like I’ve got a lasso around the under my ribs area all the time that these corral-chief Jomon Frankensteins rotely do, all kinds of bizarre-thinking activities they’ve made up while under the influence of other people’s brains’ being ingested by themselves all these centuries, that that slowdown and forced-expulsion from your lungs seems to help set them back a little from all their hanging all over me.
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p.211, maybe the worst lie is that he agrees to his new boss’s request not to go back to the (Lafayette) trading house to avoid undue interference with the big deal but to do any trading in the company’s trading room, which he declines to look at it, and then 10 days later, on page 229, he goes there anyway to cheer himself up, and then there’s the big crash, of the tech stocks bubble, his actions ostensibly causing the crash unprovably, way that the global-system “magic” always works, some individual (like me for an instance) does something wrong and there’s some big natural or unnatural disaster that then befalls the fellow countrymen. The manipulation of the protagonist caused him to forget about the assurance that he’d made because the system felt like doing the crash and needed some “real story” excuse to blame it on. He just went and broke his word without a thought for it. The book is very unrealistic for how the boss keeps working with him but I guess the system figured their larger-picture would be explained in the sequel and the protagonist is mostly unaware that any underground exists to notice that he’d gone back to the trading house or what.
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Page 233, that the Nasdaq had rallied after a great plunge “… thanks to a few brokerage houses and mutual funds who’d seen the bottom coming and started buying on the dip. Some commentators were hysterical,” talking about a repeat of the Great Depression of 1929. When I got surprised by this “visions and voices ‘Armageddon Show’” in Feb. 1993 I’d spent 3 days trying to explain that the author/s of the book of Revelation had something wrong with them and were able to build up this system off of the resources the planet had already had to start with but that they couldn’t sustain the growth exponentially and seem the type who might prefer to purposely let the whole system crash and collapse for not any real reason whereas we could work on what could be done to not force “the end of the world” by working our way out of this unworkable to nature’s purposes parasitism, as represented by the visions and voices surprise for instance, me being one of the last to find out about this I’d figured and still do as they’d previously used this as a weapon against so many “normal” and uninvolved with themselves people, non-undergrounders. When I’d had to go back to Washington in 2005 one of the first places I’d tried to contact was the IG at the Treasury because I fear the Autists would “get a kick out of” watching everyone in an economic “end of their world” crash, and so I’m mentioning this page 233 as ways that the normals within the economic system might find ways of trying to keep the economic system afloat in the event of a purposeful sabotage by the descendants of the inventors of it, because I don’t know anything about financial business, have always been kept impoverished and busy reading and walking around in the gutters trying to stay afloat just my own self. — page 231, Standard and Poor’s check on, started around the railroads.
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p. 243 or 244 he learns about an over-the-counter antihistamine that counteracts the “side-effect” of the blackouts from the MDT use. I think it’s peculiar that similarly the only thing that counteracts what I call the slug-pneumonia horror I’ve long been beset by, the underworld in fact trying to cause it to me all month so far, is some allergy antihistamine called loratadine and that’s available over-the-counter in some popular name brand and then other brands too I think. I can’t figure and various doctors haven’t been useful about what makes the loratadine counteract the devestating slug-pneumonia green-phlegm “can’t breathe disease” work but that’s how it is, antibiotics or what don’t work, just those little allergy pills and the system does some torture-trick to my throat so that I’ll wake up with a sore throat as the first sign of impending can’t breathe disease and that’ll scare me into taking a loratadine and I guess they do it because the system’s interpretation is LURE-at-a-dine. I’ll link up some starter-files to here as I’m trying to work this subject up into a presentable file. By the way, the main name I connect to this slug-pneumonia is Oswald Avery (passed around 1953 I think,) and he, and Florence Sabin shortly later, was a recipient of the Lasker Award that I’m now trying to look into toward “explaining” this system-obsession with getting the brain chemicals (like the fictional MDT,) for themselves….https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/medicalscience/slug-pneumonia-cold-flu/
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p. 292, the “‘designated’ relatives” subject, that that’s all most of us only really have as the Autists have taken over with their people-“creating” book of life family for themselves.
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p. 292, the Witness Protection Program is mentioned. https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/about/witness-protection-program-subject/) — and — https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/limitless-notes-index/notes-practice/limitless-notes-on-wit-prot/ — I’ll try to get this straightened out. Page 294 mentions the subject of free will. The Autists would filibuster yak on that till the planet’s gone, on purpose. For spite.
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Hank Atwood, 261 (trim and wiry, 164, short, balding, 256, vision lock, the future mention, and then that’s also on p. 148,) MCL-Parnassus, wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Parnassus; and
Parnassus, by Andrea(s?) Mantegna, 1497, in Louvre, tempera and gold on canvas, 63×76″; PD for its age. — I’m always trying to point out that these seem to me to be early “manufactured” people from a stolen ovary, and the red-cloaked little “demon” character seems connected to this curse then onto me and thence out to the universe for real, that that’s where the TPE has been being created from, and that the starting-ovary had likely been procured by an obscure character named Joseph Nasi, (allegedly) born in Portugal around 1521 and passed around 1579 in Galata, across from what’s now Istanbul, Turkey.
Then there should be a section for the Abraxas company’s Dan Bloom, (p. 260, Le Cirque.)
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p.294, free will
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https://universerescuekathyfoshaywordpresscom.wordpress.com/categories/books/the-dark-fields-limitless-novel-film-tv-show/p-311/— Page 311 says, “… then what was to stop me from lerning how all of that stuff worked? … I could study neuroscience, and chemistry, and pharmacology and… neuropsychopharmacology… What would there then be to stop me from makeing my own MDT?…” and that’s like the way that I’d even thought when I’d started realizing the Autists were also serotonin-peculiar (per Baron-Cohen’s little mention in Autism: the Facts, 1993,) and started looking into the subject of serotonin,) and then the protagonist goes to a Barnes & Noble and buys a bunch of textbooks and goes back to his new apartment …..
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p.314-16 is maybe the best part, when he gets a phone call that explains some of the things that have been happening to himself, that he’s been being watched since Vern’s (alleged) death. But then it goes into the protagonist’s saying he’s got money… “clutching the receiver tightly to stop my hand from trembling. ‘I’ve got a lot of money in the bank. I could–‘” but they, the caller, hangs up on him. He’s trying to buy more of the MDT from whoever it is that’s been running the scam to and off of himself, willing to make any sort of a deal they’d like. He calls his banker and the next day goes and picks up half a million dollars in cash but they never call him back and then he has to leave his new “celestial” apartment with the money and his laptop…, but this is my biggest point from the “Limitless” novel, that the protagonist (and then the others in the group of users and potential users, etc.,) doesn’t care about much except how he can get more of the supply for himself, and that’s the same thing I’m trying to get across about this LURE that the system runs off of me and the system itself in that they really don’t have any “compunction” or remore or second-thoughts to speak of, they always choose for more of the supply for themselves and always will automatically behave that way, that “you” or we the earthlings or normal people or whatever can’t “hope” that the system will quit itself, it and they aren’t going to, they don’t think about much else except how to keep themselves supplied. In this instance the protagonist does give the money “away” to its more rightful owner as it seems that he’s headed for death from the withdrawal symptoms because there isn’t any source of the MDT except the guy on the phone that didn’t call back, so that he can’t pay for more anyway, it would seem. This though is my point and I’m mentioning these other aspects of the novel as I’m trying to clear my way down to the examples to use here of how the protagonist is just content only so long as he has the MDT/NZT/serotonin, and then I’ll pack this up and try to get onto this same taking apart that book of the “Revelation” to try to show that same point, that they don’t care about anything except their “Limitless!” Alpha and Omega selves and their Armageddon against the rest of whatever moves on this earth.
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p. 335, he reaches the motel and pays “In advance.”
“Two nights.” — and then proceeds to record this account and prepare for possible death from the jonesing of being out of the MDT, but the motel’s just going to start knocking around 10 a.m. on the Sunday to inquire if he’s staying and when/if he doesn’t answer they’ll open the door and then call an ambulance and he’ll wake up in a Vermont hospital under the false name he’d given the motel. That’s a reason to suspect the system plans some sequel, that he’d only paid for 2 days and of course the motel’s going to knock soon. If he’d paid for a week there’d be a chance he could have part-starved to death along with the alleged symptoms.
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p.336, he switches off from the newscast to cartoons. Was he being hugely irresponsible (p.169.) Would I be being hugely irresponsible to put a PD image of Bugs eating a carrot here? (Is it worth reading a book that ends that way….) Contempt is one thing but subjecting one’s own brain, in its last dying hours, to cartoons, is that what a person really only wants to do with it. I might put a PD image of the Bugs here on account of this pandering thing if it weren’t for that I’m not trying to reach any crowds of readers anyway, just some sober neurologists or something out there. What’s up doc. Of course I’ve got the difficulty with that I don’t like to use question marks because they bring those lameds to my mind and whatever’s’ preying on and off of it.
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Blog Stats — this is how many times I’ve called up this blogsite just by myself!
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Coming soon: The “Limitless” protagonist is working on a book about the design links between the 1960s and the 1990s (page 8,) and similarly I’m trying to show the links between circa the 1st millennium when the “Revelation” book was written and now, that both revolve around the “extra” serotonin. I’m putting the little materials I’ve gathered so far up onto the end of the sidebar so it’s out of the way so I could focus on just the “Limitless” novel for now till I can make the 3 main real-life points clear, that they only care about having a supply of the feel-good substance, that under its influence they’ve been like busy-busy misdirected people, and the self-centeredness of the Autism.
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I’m all alone with the real end of the world and always looking for assistance and no one’s ever contacted me from the hundreds of letters I’d sent while at the big homeless shelter, 2nd and D Streets, NW, as though anyone that tries to contact me gets disappeared, my life used as a LURE-gimmick that goes to how that Armageddon prophecy in that book of Revelation has been being snuck-through, and this is sort of the bottom of the barrel of ideas for trying to find assistance, thinking I could get all my various writings on this in one place that letter-recipients could then look up if they’re interested. That means I’d have to see if I can send my emails to here, how to do that. WordPress said there is a way but it entails that spam would also get the email address. My time for now it up I guess. Working in this sitting position isn’t healthy for me but I’ve always got to be doing something toward trying to get hold of someone to help me. It’s like I’m a microcosm of the Earth or the human race and if someone could help me out of this torture then that’d be a start on trying to get the whole Earth out of this. 5/1/17, still all this, etc., same situation. (7/14/18 now….)