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* = 9/22/17, adding that the “ventricle” is said to be a “reservoir” and I guess that that’s what had leaked, connected then to the corpus callosum – the major “thoroughfare” called the Corpus Callosum. I’m thinking that the oily-fluid insulating the nerve-paths had leaked out through the big “hole” into the outside of the brain by freeze-burns to infantts’ heads during the first premature trek across Beringia. — 10/17/17, and recently I’ve really put togeher if not been ale to research to show it in diagrams yet, but it seems that the ventricle must have been infected by somebody’s attempt to staunch the leaking or bleeding with a specimen from their own body’s warm of excrement, is all I can figure, not a bit of facetiousness, I’m nearly absolutely sure of that just from all that I’ve been put through every day for these 6 decades and especially the last 24-1/2 years of this “Armageddon” exhibition this system has got me in, that the black hair and dark eyes came from an infection, is a sign and symptom of that from the way way back because the Autists just won’t let anything heal and fade off, they re-compound the darknesses by the disembodied-ovaries “method” of self-reproduction of offspring in place of letting nature heal the infection’s continuous being re-evolved developmentally in the newborns. This is alot of words because the hypersensitivity to criticism that brings out the temper tantrums that brings out the violence doesn’t want to hear about that anything is wrong with themselves, is what the Autism is like also. The ventricle-system must have gotten infected.

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16 July, It looks okay now … /It doesn’t look okay…

I’m trying to build a file on the St. Lawrence River/Seaway to show the main route by which the system had infiltrated to take over here, that it was the long way around because the other direction wasn’t navigable, and then into the Hudson Bay and then the St. Lawrence River gave them access to the whole interior, way over from under Siberia, toward L. Baikal. I’ll probably have to leave this here like this for now.

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I drew-in the St. Lawrence River, from that Gulf to Lake Ontario and the other Great Lakes.

L. Baikal looking east to Beringia and Alaska area.

 

L. Baikal is that sickle-shape.

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That’s why Massachusetts is so strange, and then “upstate” and western NY probably are too, the Niagara Falls area. The Autists and their “Jomon” main explorers and discoverers in the Armageddon-quest spent unthinkable time in unthinkable cold weather to get to where they got to nowadays off of parasiting on people all these millennia and recent centuries.

I hope it’s only “Armageddon Show” and not “Armageddon Program” that’s doing this latest Perils of Pauline” gimmick, gimmick-set. First I’d sent the 2 pieces from the drugstore-window display described in the “De-evolution” post to now try to describe by this first one the VIRUS the system did to me in 1992 and then I noticed that the picture from further back has all lines like this “trick” they’re doing to the terminal here now and then today there’s not anything except this can’t be displayed sign and now they jumped my cellphone battery from 70- down to 28% and falling so I can’t even send some material now much to speak of. When I went to find the photos the cellphone’s collection was all mixed up instead of in order of when taken. I have to send and save the little battery because the charger isn’t reliable either. Probably something easy to fix is wrong with the computer, but I saw 2 bugs indoors today unusually and “the Program” system has put those lines onto my photocopies, and there was a spate of purple ones like on the DINOSAURS guy’s sock. But the 1992 virus ate most of my work so be doubly cautious till I can get reassured this blog isn’t virus a sabotages too. kfThis was an accident but likely a “magic”-done one, outside of myself, but it’s the one picture I was sorry is copyrighted so I’m unlikely to publish it but since it happened I’d like to leave it here for awhile, unable to try to contact El Pregonero newspaper right now or I would have already tried to do so. He made the trip and visits in early February I think. (7/18/18.)

Praying with Your Five Fingers by Pope Francis

1. “The thumb is the closest finger to you. So start praying for those who are closest to you. They are the persons easiest to remember. To pray for our dear ones is a ‘sweet obligation.’” Image result for public domain images of praying hands

2. “The next finger is the index. Pray for those who teach you, instruct you and heal you. They need the support and wisdom to show direction to others. Always keep them in your prayers.”

3. “The following finger is the tallest. It reminds us of our leaders, the governors and those who have authority. They need God’s guidance.”

4. “The fourth finger is the ring finger. Even that it may surprise you, it is our weakest finger. It should remind us to pray for the weakest, the sick or those plagued by problems. They need your prayers.”

5. “And finally we have our smallest finger, the smallest of all. Your pinkie should remind you to pray for yourself. When you are done praying for the other four groups, you will be able to see your own needs but in the proper perspective, and also you will be able to pray for your own needs in a better way.”

7/19/18, this prayer, copyright okay I hope, goes with the mention that I think the pope might have “come from” a combination with the sabotage-Autism-expert  Dr.”Leo” Kanner. The illustration is from publicdomainfiles.com and the copy of the poem I found in Teaching Kids How to Pray by the Catholic Company, all rights reserved. I have a copy but it’s copyrighted to a J.B. Co. that I haven’t had a chance to look up, and have to sign off again and get back to this later I hope.

7/24/18, Tuesday evening, the “ghost-party LURISTS in the machine/deux ex machine ‘magic'” way that computers, and telephones I guess, work won’t let me get anything done, keep freezing the screen. From Wikipedia:

Herman Melville
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Herman Melville, 1870. Oil painting by Joseph Oriel Eaton.
Born Herman Melvill
(1819-08-01)August 1, 1819
New York City, New York, U.S.
Died September 28, 1891(1891-09-28) (aged 72)
New York City, U.S.
Resting place Woodlawn Cemetery, The Bronx, New York City. U.S.

— I was trying to carry that from Wikipedia to here and “the ghosts” started up and the idea-of-reference to any of this new game is to cause me to have to think that maybe it’s editorial opinion on whatever the topic is that causes the difficulties in getting things to function, so this was the only file/post I could get them to open to what I was trying to drop somewhere. Then maybe they were doing it because “they” want me to use some feature of the blog, and what other guesses someone with nothing to do but sit here like a goon with … I can’t even use the word of description for this “Man In Oriental Costume” -type that has seemed in charge all or most of these year/decades now. My only points were that I’m near where Melville had written that famous “Moby Dick” novel and that that’s alot to do with all these difficulties, what he and his associates were all up to the 150 years ago, and then when I was reminded that he’s buried in the Bronx, not far from where I’d gone to high school I’d wanted to bring the whole piece in that framework, that they’d done their “acting scenes” with whoever’s around me to idea-of-reference that maybe all or some of those “Allen Ginsberg-types” from the Bronx might have been descended from Melville. Offhand I don’t recall where his (alleged) father was buried, I think only his son is also there at Woodlawn Cemetery, buried there. But Melville’s father seems like to have been a big Autist, very active toward getting this all set up for the Autists’ future, this “New Jerusalem” they’re all riding and laying around in. I’ll have to save this because this terminal doesn’t finish these saves, just freeze while doing that and I can’t do anything and I never know what the ulterior motives are, etc., with this Armageddon use-abuse of me.

— Another thing it might be is that the “ghost/s” don’t like all the large-sized pictures, that they’re difficult to work with. That’s the only size I can get the cell-phone to send sometimes is one of the difficulties and then I’m just lucky for anything I can get onto here and here I started trying to look into this Amerigo Vespucci business, from Wikipedia:File:"America" (Engraving) Nova reperta (Speculum diuersarum imaginum speculatiuarum 1638).tif

English: “Americae Retectio”, circa 1615 (“Allegory of America” engraving by Jan Galle after Jan van der Straet). The scene depicts Amerigo Vespucci representing the Old World explorers as he wakes up a Native American from her hammock slumber. Local flora and fauna dot the background, as well as natives having a cannibalistic roast. Johannes Stradanus or van der Straat, (1523-1605) was a Flemish artist but spent much of his life in Florence. Stradanus sent his original drawings of “Nova Reperta” (“New Inventions”), a Renaissance celebration of recent discoveries both scientific and geographical, to Antwerp where they were first engraved and published by Phillipe Galle circa 1600. In Speculum diuersarum imaginum speculatiuarum a varijs viris doctis adinuentarum, atq[ue] insignibus pictoribus ac sculptoribus delineatarum… (Antwerp: Jan Galle, 1638). The original from which this was scanned is found at the Smithsonian Library. 1615, 1638, Speculum diuersarum imaginum speculatiuarum, /Author: Jan Galle, After Stradanus  (1523–1605) This work is in the public domain in its country of origin and other countries and areas where the copyright term is the author’s life plus 100 years or less. This work is in the public domain in the United States because it was published (or registered with the U.S. Copyright Office) before January 1, 1923. This file has been identified as being free of known restrictions under copyright law, including all related and neighboring rights.
Valued image This image has been assessed under the valued image criteria and is considered the most valued image on Commons within the scope: “Allegory of America” engraving by Jan Galle after Jan van der Straet. You can see its nomination here. —

7/25/18, I’ve got all kinds of teensy difficult wisps of connections in mind to this above Amerigo Vespucci picture that I have to check out that relate to everything I’m trying to get across, am trying to communicate. And then I have to check something on Dr. Kanner. At best he was mistaken back then, due to the system’s being all over Germany. In this drawing maybe he looks like the “Titian’s Schoolmaster” type that Florence Sabin’s boss at the RIMR had been, of Simon Flexner’s type. Flexner came from a big Jewish family in Louisville, KY. I’ll have to try to look at more Vespucci images and try to start learning about him but tomorrow’s supposed to be my last day and I take a taxi and start going through my “regular” life of trying to do everything that should at least be touched bases with and so it’s unlikely I’ll be able to do as much of making this nice as I’d like to. I might have to just look for things on the search-engine and store them here for the time being.

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Giovanni Battista Moroni (1525-1578:) “Titian’s Schoolmaster”   (I have to learn how to put the Public Domain statements into some hyperlink some how, like Wiki footnotes.) Object history:  Borghese collection, Rome by c. 1622 until after 1793; Robert Fagan, who sent it to England; possibly through Sieur Durand in 1801 to William Buchanan, London; Granville Leveson-Gower, 1st marquess of Stafford [1721-1803], London; by inheritance to his son, George Granville Leveson-Gower, 1st duke of Sutherland [1758-1833], Stafford House, London; by inheritance to his son, George Granville Sutherland-Leveson-Gower, 2nd duke of Sutherland [1786-1861], Stafford House; by inheritance to his son, George Granville William Sutherland-Leveson-Gower, 3rd duke of Sutherland [1828-1892], Stafford House; by inheritance to his son, Cromartie Sutherland-Leveson-Gower, 4th duke of Sutherland [1851-1913], Stafford House; (Duveen Brothers, Inc., London, New York, and Paris); sold 1909 to Peter A.B. Widener, Lynnewood Hall, Elkins Park, Pennsylvania; inheritance from Estate of Peter A.B. Widener by gift through power of appointment of Joseph E. Widener, Elkins Park; gift 1942 to NGA. This is a faithful photographic reproduction of a two-dimensional, public domain work of art. The work of art itself is in the public domain for the following reason: This work is in the public domain in its country of origin and other countries and areas where the copyright term is the author’s life plus 100 years or less. You must also include a United States public domain tag to indicate why this work is in the public domain in the United States.

 Another reason this is floating in mind is that maybe he looks like Pope Paul VI, I’ll have to find his vital statistic-set. I was in Rome March or April 1975 and visited the Vatican on a Wednesday and it turned out that that was the general audience day of the week so that I found myself sort of herded along into the big chuch or cathedral or Vatican part itself. — Wow, and I’m trying to explain how the whole place was stolen back before the discovery that this New World exists, too mind you, and don’t even know if Vatican and Vatican City are the same thing and the church is just the church of St. Peter and/or St. Paul. St. Peter’s, that’s what it is. I’m so fraught with homeless running around that wispy details are difficult to have all assembled so things wind up to this thrown-together state. Wait till you see what I might go get next, just recalling the name now, etc.

I’d had to quit right then, something odd, from this homeless syndrome. I found out I was mistaken about the outer looks of this guy who’d been an act in old Berlin so I’m not sure if it would wind up in this file, and I’m trying to recollect how I’d wanted to proceed with this Titian’s Schoolmaster area, that he looks like Florence Sabin’s pretty famous supervisor, Dr. Simon Flexner, big Jewish family from Louisville, KY. Then there’s some similarity that Pope Paul VI was likely bio-connected, I’d have to check the dates, but what was the — Amerigo Vespucci, I’m supposed to check on him in order to be able to get off of this subject and if so, if it doesn’t connect to Pope Francis then move it to somewhere for the time being. Flexner’s photos, that’s what I was up to. Oddly, Florence seldom had anything negative to say it seems but she did seem to think there was something wrong about Jewish people, that she’d used the phrase — he seems very nice, not at all like a Jewish type, or not very Jewish, a couple of times in what I’d been able to read so far and that struck me as a set up because her boss, Flexner, was Jewish, and his whole family and Albert Einstein and who all else in that day, around 1940, so what I’m suspecting so far is that this stereotype of the “magician” that is like the “Father of Petroleum” in the U.S. or everywhere, Edwin L. Drake, that sort of underworld-working “magician” type of humans that I’m calling Jomon here for my guess as to where they’d come from, had put to feel that way about Jewishness into her head as a sabotage for when all the “smart” people planned-for turned out to be Jewish and all around her and on their way to ruling the earth when the system’s space venture got all their people rich.

(some information on the Flexners in a blog, temple3.wordpress.com, but I’m not having alot of luck finding images to start the subject off with, to compare to the painting.)

7/27/18, Friday, a quick note that the point about the Wednesday Vatican big general audience of Pope Paul’s is that he spoke in 7 languages and the English was unrecognizable, unintelligible, so that I think I’d had that privilege of the audience because it was a special or a rote ritual for the listeners to “catch” or get then that sort of unintelligibility. The other point I want to mention is that they have skinny-sized of the oil magnate Marcus Samuel or people then bio-offspring-descended from him like Albert Grossman the music manager, off of him or similar then they developed a thin “line” or hybrid or mutant of their type that I only guess because of this huge inundation of the whole system. — I had to put a Continue reading sign because of the situation I’m alone in/with.

— Maybe here would be a good place to try to describe this big difficulty I have with that most of this “Armageddon Program” has involved LURING people to see hidden-camera pornography of me. My whole life I’ve had these bums, “magicians,” underworlders, sneaking around to set me up for this Armageddon-usage, like practically invisibly living on my head to figure what to do to or with me next, like Allen Ginsberg musing who to throw at me next with some acting job for tricking me into “going with” them or such, and then I’d joined the Army and just today I’m finally learning that one that said his family was from Quebec had likely meant this area that’s attached to the U.S. that I’d never noticed this on a map before, me finally getting around to trying to get more details on the St. Lawrence “Seaway” River area. The Seaway was only completed in 1959, when the system thought they were near to their space riches, and then that “French Connection” scam had gone up the river to Montreal and then back down and over to New York and unpacked the smuggling car. But I have to beg off and try to go find some pieces I’d been collecting today while it turns out that after telling me I was leaving today that the final papers didn’t appear and I suspect that they also won’t tomorrow and that that then leaves Friday, the day that’s the worst to find one’s self still in one of these places because they then might not also do anything about your situation all weekend, etc., to worry about also. — But I will be trying to use this 3-x sign maybe as a place to store whenever I can jot about this pornography horror. It’s always been kept a secret from me but after years and years of this there’d been a few clues here and there for me to put together that some “Allen Ginsberg-type of a ‘magician'” thinks nothing of doing all these worst things to me, where anything I say or do is considered for how to twist it to the system’s advantage in their Armageddoning of the world.File:Map Canada political-geo.pngThat peach-colored area just above the pink section over “New  Brunswick^ 

right there. I’d never noticed that part of Canada was on this side instead of the St. Lawrence River’s being right there, thought we’d shared the whole length of it. Map: Canada – geopolitical, Drawn and adapted by E Pluribus Anthony from Atlas of Canada, Edited by en:User:Heqs/en:User:Cogito ergo sumo to show disputed nature of Canada’s marine international boundary claims; see en:Canada-United_States_border#Remaining_boundary_disputes; further edited by Bosonic dressing to reflect agreed maritime boundary between Canada and Greenland/Denmark: see http://www.dur.ac.uk/resources/ibru/arctic.pdf, Original uploader was E Pluribus Anthony at en.wikipedia Later versions were uploaded by AThing, Heqs, Cogito ergo sumo at en.wikipedia. Released into the public domain by the author.

Not all of those highlighted pages work but I can’t check which ones yet so have to leave it like that till tomorrow or what…. I’ve been trying to explain and even have that little map I’d tried to draw that the system had learned to go up the Yenisey and then Ob rivers in Siberia and then over west invading Europe from the top down and then I think they’d found Hudson Bay first maybe or that that was just the English and here at the St. Lawrence River it seems to have been all French “discoverers,” and the system started bringing in these disembodied-ovaries-grown “plantations” of embryos-to-people to populate that whole St. Lawrence and western New York area by, they’d infiltrated here that way and staged the 1776-business toward their Armageddon, had it staged and whatever all manipulations, and it’s just kept up that way. I’ll try to get back to this as soon as I can. Notice I left this “E Pluribus Anthony” user-name, because it was Charles and Anthony of Burgundy who were the big Autists, I’d just put that little Flemish illustration in one of these files here nearby.

the Missing Dinosaurs that real-God had put here for us

 I’m trying to point out that the book on Dinosaurs seems to me to be referencing the “Ghent Altarpiece” by the rock wall and now I notice these that look like bone-fragments the same way the archaeologist has his foot on a shipment of dinosaur bones, where I have the impression the red-cloaked “St. Christopher” sometimes he’s called, seems to be walking over a buried large skull, between his legs, in the detail from the Ghent Altarpiece that I usually use for pointing out the Pill-grim boy. The pieces seem to be coming together to where the Pill-grim boy seems also to be “the E Pluribus Unum” boy, male. These”bums” have had me so bummed-out that I haven’t been able to stand to hear either the word man or father, that all I know are these LURE-bums who are mockery of those words. I’m trying to open this file mainly to try to replicate the paragraph or bring those subjects back together again that they’d chewed up and lost for me the other day when I realized this is a “Shahan-base” of some sort that I’m in, that the Borgia pope Alexander VI had made that 1492 bull dividing the just-found New World between Spain and Portugal and that Portugal had moved over to what’s now Turkey during the circa 1570 Joseph Nasi time and become more or less the whole Middle East business, and that when Magellan had showed that the world is round they’d made the circa 1523 Treaty of Zaragoza/Saragossa dividing Asia between their 2 powers also, and obviously these guys haven’t changed much at all and that’s what’s running the global-system, the 1492 agreement between or amongst themselves and also I’ve got a file under Stereotypes trying to explain that they’d “stolen” the Vatican; maybe to them a deal is a deal, but I’m saying that 49 years ago the moon-landing showed that their beliefs have maybe not any connection to reality, and for 25 years like this I’ve been repeating that the system has to get re-assessed in view of all the research findings everyone had worked so hard in the 20th century to come up with, and the main research finding is that you can’t harvest the stars as though they’re gems like diamonds, and the moon is only a boring type of rock, etc. This didactic tone doesn’t set well but they garbaged the way I had put it the other day and it’s alot of things to try to keep in mind and pull together and get down okay. The other thing is that not only are they sneaky and secretive about everything but, like in the case with the book cover above, they’re preventing reality from being allowed by infiltrating and then dominating the key fields like, what happened to the dinosaurs? Their little “Kai”! friends had killed the baby-eggs so that no more dinosaurs grew. Instead of allowing that simple fact to be dealt with and thereby moved on from in our evolution they’re just, as, sitting on the truth and trick-beating up everybody that’s “normal,” that’s not in their book of life of themselves. I’ll try to find better way of presenting this same material, that’s less-offensive to the “macho” Autists.

7/9/18, Monday: I put together one of the 2015 car-hit tricks: When I got the quick look at the medical record this past January I noticed a mention that I’d been moved to a different room just before I was woken/woke in the intensive care unit and now I noticed mention that there were alot of police going to the room next door the next day or day after, as one of the nurses had later remarked on how young they’d seemed. I guess now that they were told that that was Kathy Foshay over in the room I’d actually been in for the week of unconsciousness, but that brings me to how I’d somehow gotten all beat up plus then this horror-subject of that it seems they made “educational videos” or films of my privates, like for new foreign medical personnel, the place being right next door to the national institute of well-being, so to try to describe, which reminds me that I’d worked a day there once, kitchen help, and the boss looked like one of the doctors I’d worked for, that I see “bio-descendents of those guys alot in these places. There were 8 of them that took turns working in an E.R. — etc… but I can only recall seven of their names and faces so far.

“God” and later “Christ” of the Ghent Altarpiece, center inside detail.

7/10, Tuesday; I’m trying to find a picture of the Ghent Altarpiece’s “God” character, that the system still goes by that! and they do look alot like this guy above (no pun here ever unless mentioned,) and Allen Ginsberg etc.

quit doing this “magic” removing my breathing air “bell jar” phony “magic” trick they learned to do because of the serotonin-addiction, that they could see the letters from speech and other phenomenon that come from the “LSD/serotonin” -using that is unnatural, etc. Stabbing women to open our bellies to take our ovaries was unnatural also, to stab into other people isn’t and wasn’t normal. Many of the Autists have therefore gone into becoming surgeons and such, been channeled toward doing the stabbing legally.

I feel like I have to hurry because of all the odds and ends I’ve only got about 2 hours for now and I have to look for a picture of Kai from ancient Egypt, that he’s like the St/e. Foy and the boy in the “Carfagni” example photo I put below this post, and that should get straightened out tonight also but I likely won’t have the time.

my point is that the system had substituted people for the missing food because of the “accidental” extincting of the dinosaurs that the later stabbers had perpetrated but in the 20th century everybody had been busy researching and it’s nearly obvious that the dinosaurs had become extinct because their eggs somehow hadn’t hatched and instead of re-assessing the system-people are sitting on all the information and forcing their own Autists’ system onto the whole planet and everyone, and then it just goes on and on with description of that. I don’t know how they can get high (or whatever their terminology is, like, they don’t believe serotonin or other brain chemicals are addictive because the physical pull to do more isn’t there, but their system-beliefs only exist when they are under the influence and if they don’t have it reality is there,) realize all the damages perpetrated* and yet still the system is like fighting little me’s ability to do this blog or write letters or anything except be a ghost-prisoner for their torture-punishment “magic” show displays and lie-stories about me.

quit doing this “magic” removing my breathing air “bell jar” phony “magic” trick they learned to do because of the serotonin-addiction, that they could see the letters from speech and other phenomenon that come from the “LSD/serotonin” -using that is unnatural, etc. Stabbing women to open our bellies to take our ovaries was unnatural also, to stab into other people isn’t and wasn’t normal. Many of the Autists have therefore gone into becoming surgeons and such, been channeled toward doing the stabbing legally.

* … Except that they have some sort of a great “not getting caught”-at-anything obsession, like with the “Omerta” law for organized crime except that that’s likely a “rule” that the system had given to the organized-crime types.

7/20, I have these Ainu-culture photos by Batchelder  probably and his photo from a group whose name I forget right now but it’s something like the Canterbury Project, a site about missionaries or Protestant missionaries, but since I have to start in with this “Dinosaurs” subject and book this seems like a place to try to describe more about that I think that that entire “race of stereotypes” of the Father and the Son and all their different beloveds, and Ponce de Leon of themselves and so many, Joseph Nasi, then to Alexander Graham Bell and his parent Melville, that the race had evolved on Japan and then maybe they’d (or not) evolved those that I call the “Babar-Ainu” stereotype of people there and when that worked they’d gone into this of making the Ainu into what they are today and turning Japan over to their global-system-making-selves’ production, so that that’s why these Ainu pictures are here, that before there was the Ainu culture there’d been one that’s called the Jomon culture except that there aren’t any images of the people of that culture, and this is just my guess that that’s where then the proliferation of this whole system had been “magic” worked up from. That’s all I’m lucky to get a chance to mention this time.

File:Ainu woman with mouth tattoos and live bear.jpghttp://news.nationalgeographic.com/2015/12/151218-pictures-women-national-geographic-magazine-photography-archive (from National Geographic) by Juliet Bredon (as “Adam Warwick,”)1922, an Ainu woman shows her facial tattoos while holding a live bear on her lap. The file is in the public domain in the U.S. because it’s first publication wa before 1923; Wikimedia Commons.

File:AinuGroup.JPG1904 photograph taken from “Ainu: Spirit of a Northern People” (copyright expired, from Wikimedia Commons.)

I went looking for an example of the tattooes and noticed that in the photo on top the three figures on the right look like John D. “Junior” Rockefeller, Jr., 1874-1960.File:John D. Rockefeller Jr..jpgfrom Wikimedia Commons, taken 1 March 1914 and public domain because it was taken before 1923, it was taken about 10 years after the top photo. I’ve seen alot of photos of the Japanese kamikaze pilots, the “Cherry Blossom” pilots who were sacrificing themselves, that have his face also, and the one example from Wilhelm Wundt’s class maybe around 1910, that’s in the “Dr. Carfagni” post below where I’m trying to explain about “psychiatry” and its lies about myself, that “s*-word.” The reason for the photo of the Ainu lady also then brings up this about the annual bear (sacrifice) ceremony, that it sounds a really gruesome thing, keeping the bear as a pet and then fatally choking it by use of a tree log or the like. But the connection between “Moloch” and the Ainu I think is how our system is actually being run or at least a big part of it, in that the Autist trekker-invaders came across the isolated people on Japan and formed a friendship, probably in conjunction with a previous alliance of what I call the “Neanderthal” people. I’m getting to the point that I think the tattooing is connected to both oral relations and to trekking done in Africa by the combined groups. There’s the point also that “Owsley’s” (1935-3/12/2011,) nickname is the Bear, his website being thebear.org, for instance. So I’m trying to work on making clear that before the “Ainu” that are in all the photographs there was likely earlier Ainu people and before those there was the Jomon culture which is more likely what I’m trying to get to had become friends, like down to this day but by other labels, with the Autist-people, Autist-psychopath trekkers from the New World/the Americas, where the ancestors had accidentally extincted the dinosaurs by smashing the baby-eggs, because then this system that we live in is what was come up with by those early groups, the Autists and probably their “Neanderthal, strong-arm” buddies and then the 2 groups coming across the also long-separated from the mainstream of people, the Jomon people, the latter developing this “Moloch” -type underworld that I guess is what the Fritz Lang film is about that I’ll try to go find out more about also, begging off on explaining more of the obvious sort of thing about the tatooes for the moment but it does connect to the comment at the end of the 28 October post below here about the “fake-news” recent news story. Then yesterday I swore off accidentally watching tv anymore because I’d seen an ad for yet another “too-controversial” film, this one about Queen Victoria, too controversial for me to be able to discuss because it seems like idea-of-reference to all I’m trying to get us out of, the TPE brought about by these prehistoric-days’ Jomon people. Etc.

File:Ainu woman with mouth tattoos and live bear.jpghttp://news.nationalgeographic.com/2015/12/151218-pictures-women-national-geographic-magazine-photography-archive (from National Geographic) by Juliet Bredon (as “Adam Warwick,”)1922, an Ainu woman shows her facial tattoos while holding a live bear on her lap. The file is in the public domain in the U.S. because it’s first publication wa before 1923; Wikimedia Commons. — Her picture I was lucky to find. I think Batchelder’s first name was John, him in the middle below. Otherwise only older-age photos of him.

(11/3/17 I found this only young image of the main researcher on the Ainu:)

(leftover piece: this Moloch business is actually what had become of the friendship of the Autists with then the island-evolved people cut off from mainland society’s evolution.)

Just recently they’d had some phony paleontology news item about dinosaur eggs that didn’t mention anything like the simple explanation that this is, for everything. —

7/20, I’m trying to say that they were a “primitive” people when they met the Autists and they teamed up however it had happened exactly. They’d been island-bound and that’s a different sort of development and then likely the Autists had brainwashed the Jomon that everything was the fault of the spirit world, that the Jomon shouldn’t have been stuck on that island instead of the mainland where everyone was “rich,” there shouldn’t be the inequality that others had houses and clothes and cooked food and good times while they and their new friends hardly had anything and that those “others” were selfish, but the Autists omitted the millennia probably of their invasions of the Old World that finally drove people to refuse to keep giving to them.

time.

File:Ainu woman with mouth tattoos and live bear.jpg

Pierwsza głowa pod Wawelem

This is my first try with Flickr I guess, a shortcut copy but it isn’t the exact photo I was trying to get, a small set taken in 2013 by a Mr. M. Janiec. It says there’s no charge for copying to use it, and in Polish he has words I don’t know what they say but there isn’t a site-name that I recognize, only this Pierwsza glowa pod wawelem (Wawel Castle I guess), and, mam nadzieje, ze nie, and he has some rights reserved. I’ve been looking for a copy of this and so far this is the only one I’ve found that says you can use it, only I’m using it, and in conjunction with the Ainu lady’s photo, to try to get across that the “Jomon” people had, under the Autists’ influence, probably become like obsessed with not just relations but with oral relations.

(I’ll try to describe how this Armageddon abuse of me is like the whole system’s using me like a “divot” maybe the word, (it isn’t,) is that’d wind up cracking apart the planet.)

 

WARNING- Please see the bottom of this post for updates; -11/21/18, … read the WARNING/S above here 1st. 10/19/18-as though the LURE is officially sanctioned now.  9/26/18, the brain-eaters took over by using me as this LURE- 

-gimmick all these decades now. 7/3, WORDPRESS, I didn’t put any “cookies” on and don’t want them, am hoping you could get them off of here however they got here.* 1/20/18, LURE horror; 16 Dec., I’m calling the Ainu-Babar robot-types the “hallucino-boys” anymore. 15 December, Now a game of cutting off the computer again so that I’m always nervous that there’s tampering going on. Now I’m going to try to take a quick break and hope I don’t lose the computer time. — Previous: This is a “reality blog.” I’m the most parasited-on person that’s ever lived and now the “invisible” anonymous bums are even sneak-deleting files from here, I’m always a wreck trying to describe that the cumulative parasitism is forcing the planet to be trashed and this is growing worse on me, already the world’s most-tortured person that’s ever lived all or most of this millennium so far, etc., there’s not really any succinct way to describe this let alone while sitting in a “lion’s den.” I’d have to find a business manager for the real-life real Universe rescue-attempt because it’s just a game to be robbing me all the time, this won’t be able to get anywhere let alone succeed. — 5 Dec. These anonymous monsters seem to have disappeared the whole “car-hit” enormous file of the files. I’d had 2 copies of it somehow and deleted one yesterday and now the other is also gone. 4 Dec., I have to straighten out this: 3 December, I haven’t any idea what all this disaster on the Navigation bar is except the usual “Armageddon-making Program” harassments that are forcing the planet Earth to total extinction, me always alone with one horror “trick” after another. The “mess” will likely be gone tomorrow and my comment seem deranged or such. The LURE is so bad I can’t even type to try to describe this anymore but I bought some plain paper to try to make notes on it as at this “holiday” part of the underworld’s cycle it’s like they think I’m Radio City Music Hall and have Rockettes all performing and it’s disgusting beyond describing to have me alone with all these stereotypes of bums all living off of doing all this “invisible warfare”  invisible torture off of me. The usual WARNINGS: PLEASE READ THIS WARNING 1st ALSO  …  try to look at all of the WARNING files I’ve been trying to make all along, etc., because there are so many many different aspects to all of this. Nobody by themselves should be reading this blogsite, it really isn’t safe for a lone individual. I’ve only been able to be distributing the blogsite URL to people connected with this car that had hit me in 2015 and then recently some science groups because the system uses me as a LURE-trick (but I forgot I’d also put this URL and the “social media” two main programs before the car-hit,) and there are all kinds of insane “strains” or lines of self-mass-reproducing “science fiction” -type peoples with Prehistoric-accident-descended brain damage that I’ve been politely calling “Autism-psychopathy” with hallucinogen-dependence but,  1- they are brain-eaters, and “LSD”-ingestion from the brain’s serum liquids by other means, “running” it and such, and,

2- I have bizarre especial problems in that one of those was, is, this “fraud-parent” from the Bronx household I’d been raised in and the guy’s appearing to have always been criminally insane but it’s dangerous for me to even bring such things up as now it’s been mass-reproduced into like a whole dynasty off of his genes/ejaculations, a bunch of corporate-owned products with the same basic insanity that I don’t even think is really the Autism that my blogsite is trying to explain is taking us to TOTAL PLANET EXTINCTION, but that the Autists had picked up all kinds of “buddies” who enjoy the brain-parasitism, using that as  narcotics for their personal preferences. Here are some pdf previous WARNINGS:  123016-LURE-warning //LURE warning-attempt (and book pages then)//  don t come here on my account about the  Abort Armageddon (1/29/17) .pdf
Without that missing kid this “Armageddon/Armageddon-making Show” has a hole in it as big as the ozone layer–  October 2017, — BE CAREFUL, PLEASE; BIG-LURE THIS WEEKEND, like to the various “bottomless” abysses, set-ups going on all around me, both for the usual system-feeding reasons but also they’re trying to get me defrauded of the relief that’s supposed to start in a week or two for my own little self, …   — 10/12, I’ll continue this at the bottom of the “Ventricle” post under here, …– … both the regular horror-“disappearance” LURE the underworlders are all working for but then the special putsch to prevent relief from reaching me so I could run my own business here a little bit, etc., that they steal everything and have always lived off of this “revulsive” script-story set that goes to the specific LURE off of me, be careful, be careful, be careful, they really do those bottomless pit disappearances as the underworld’s regular way of life and thence that to petroleum-economy profits. I can’t explain all the new things right now as usual, they’re just tearing me apart and I can see from the signs that it’s headed for worse this weekend so I’m going to try to quietly attempt to stay apart from all these goings-on is all i can try to do. Here are the usual WARNING/S toward trying to prevent the TOTAL PLANET/BIOLOGY EXTINCTION these contemporary s***-heads are bringing, and then I’ll try to keep the new Ventricle post together with this one, please read that if you don’t have better things to do than accidentally run into this horror-situation of mine, all goon-surrounded me:
10/14, I’m likely to be changing this format again soon but it’s scary because this hallucino-system we’re in has attached a whole language of secret things “ritually” to everything. See what I’m putting together about Allen Ginsberg’s involvement in this global-system-making at the top of the “French” Connection file addition I just made. I’ve been describing that it’s like Mrs. Suzy Welch was made the “God” for the system, her the decision-maker on everything, but with this new Ginsberg realization it’s much worse. The new format looks so nice that I’m afraid what the system might do to wreck it for me and thence for everyone and eternity, etc., whole usual problem-set.
  I put the close-up picture of the Aleister Crowley self-proclaimed “666” and Beast as the featured image because it’s all I have so far but there might be some sort of a copyright on that particular image so I’ll have to check into it better but I’m dealing with real-life and he was the self-proclaimed Biblically-predicted 666 and I believe that he really was supposed to be that but the space race didn’t prove what the Autists’ system thought it would, that there are diamond-gems they could have gotten rich on for running the Earth the way they like it, which is what we have anyway. The emphasis on WARNINGS is that “goons” like “666” go after anyone I try to contact. All these years the Armageddon-making has been being snuck-through like this and the situation is still the same, me now 62 years old. My age-62 social security fund is supposed to start soon and so I don’t have to beg for assistance but I’m nervous they’ll collapse the whole system to prevent any benefit from that. In the meantime I’ll try to better-organize these files, but try to read the full WARNING/S because I can’t relate all the details that go into all the ways the system uses me for their Armageddon against what I call “the normal people” and I can’t stress the situation well enough, maybe nobody could.
18 October, that now I’m trying to rearrange the blogsite a little because of all this wild parasitism off of me at current and then I’d switched to see what the format/theme called “Textbook” would look like for this and the parasitism like went wild in “stealing” this blogsite from myself to these science fiction things, products, made from this horror-fraudfamily in the Bronx I’d been raised in and knew nothing about any of this brain-eating business until 2005-06 and then that “French Connection” photo wasn’t found by me till 2014, indicating extreme involvement in the whole world-takeover system done off of the hrain-narcotic-economy, situation I’m in while all this cartoon about this is drowning me like under the s***-throwup I’ve been trying all along to describe this whole paradigm only amounts to, then these parasites think Universe/God-rescue is a great murder-gimmick for their worldtakeovering selves. There aren’t words to describe the modern-day situation and then mine underneath that but oblivious and uninvolved out here, just that when I left the library there were all kinds of parasite tricks done around me, while I was there too, etc., so I have to stick with this format/theme, Twenty Ten, (2010) it’s called and so it occurred to me I could do approximately the same as the “Textbook” theme by putting the same sort of the Images down the sidebar here, freeing up some room, but the whole situation I’m in is a disaster so I’m working on a little here and there and there and only have these few hours a day, that this blogsite really isn’t a presentable site for me to be able to give copies of it in search of responsible adults to do something about that black hair is a sign of an old-time days’ infection to the brain’s ventricle system, where I’ve been trying to describe that with fewer details since 2005, that that unrecognized old infection-problem is causing us to be forced to TOTAL PLANET EXTINCTION as it involves some sort of a contrariness to nature, like in that Joseph von Sternberg quote that I’ve somehow lost the words to in all this moving around here and have to go look for again because it’s basic to this extinction-direction problem: the Prehistory people had played stupid  to nature’s signs of wind and rain and such to not keep walking north and east to up over Beringia where they’d then gotten snowbound and everything’s gone downhill ever since. All those unknown-about planets in the Universe were made so that we could grow into them and we’ve been going downhill, de-evolving instead. I’ll be trying to better-explain all this but these individual files are such a mess that I can’t try to give people who might work on these situations copies of this yet; I only am looking for a few responsibly-thinking readers, I’m not looking to LURE for people who can’t do anything anyway and that’s what the parasites are (always) twisting my attempts into, that that’s the Armageddon LURE, trying to attract people to a circus about whatever, with all filth-minded pornography all over the place all over and around me, all that long-ago planned and those around me are carrying out those same Armageddon/narcotic-economy and really I’ve always figured that the Armageddon author-types only plan on crashing the world economy after they’ve gotten everyone roped in, that you have nothing going on except these “Autist” sneaks and their narcotic-buddies’ having a good time and they’d rather the planet did fall apart than themselves get “caught” for any of any of the crimes.
10/25/17, it’s really bad, me just calling them all the “Armageddon-animals” now and they appear to be relishing to “brawl” underworld about my age-62 social security now, withholding mail scam and I don’t know what now but I’m in  this world’s-worst position for so long and there’s never been any improvement and as I’m realizing about this Allen Ginsberg-Elise Cowen business I see that “Ginsberg’s type” did likely come from the old Japanese “hairy” Ainu people and I figure that they were misled by the Autists to think the Old World people were cruel where everything was way the opposite situation for thousands of years while the Ainu were separate-world and there’s a thing where being raised or evolved on an island gives you a small perspective, smaller growth than on a mainland, so I’m thinking that when the Autists initiated the islanders with all the “lies and doo-doo” that the Ainu just thought life was a lark and they could do anything, leering at and taking advantage of the femals because the Old World people were allegedly unkind to the invading New World-evolved and dinosaur-extincting Autists. I’ll see if I survive again through to tomorrow and try to work toward actually receiving this first “ss” fund, sick from these years of destitution that each day seems like twice as difficult as the usual world’s-most torture day generally is and I’m just “quicksand-drowned” by all these underworld types’ all “performing” to prevent my little survival, etc., to be able to do this blogsite, but these underworld people are the Ainu’s “fountain of youth” from growing people from cut-out ovaries, figuring they’d outnumber their victims and inherit the earth, etc., that my point is always that this is only the loss of all creation over childhood-Autism run amok, to just leave me out of it and let me try to explain the human race’s way out of the needless extinction, etc.
I mean the WARNING/S of the regular Navigation menu, the topic-headings’, the front, WARNING file, because reading or watching me really is how they’ve been tricking people to death for doing that Armageddon onto the real reality, and I’m just lost to describe it as there isn’t ever any improvement, like it’s sarcasm to just keep doing this to and off of me.
I have to edit this new front header i’m trying to make for trying to keep people away while trying to attract someone the system won’t terrorize to extinction “disappearance.”
Summary 6_19_16-May 2017 _– This is one of the 2 disappeared, I’ll go check it now.
1/9/18, “they have” me rereading that Trojan “war” story again now which seems to serve as a gimmick for them making more trouble.
1/20/18
I don’t know why I can’t fix the print here, the typeface’s size.
The “animal boys” I can only think of them as being anymore, have pulled one of the worst trick-sets; it’s despicable beyond description because it’s all the hallucinating “magic” trick-ways that they invisibly do all all around me. To try to describe it makes it sound trivial, is how they work around me all the time, are doing especially this morning. All I could think of is that it’s the grace of God that there’s anything much left of ourselves, the long-ago putting us together.
6/30/18, I’m at this rest home in Greenfield Massachusetts now and there’s a big problem like a practically a joke onto that “the deus ex machine” keeps replacing all my editing cuts, where that Barbara Fuca and Robin Moore picture is repeated too much, all those pictures I keep deleting and the material keeps coming back for nearly an hour now.
7/3, They seem to be putting fraud-family products all around me as part of the latest “entertainment.”
7/4, They’re largely “Shahans” from the Borgia pope, Alexander VI, who’d done the 1492 bull dividing the New World between Spain and Portugal, and then Asia the same when Magellen’s voyage showed the world is round, around 1523, the Treaty of Saragossa/Zaragosa the 2nd one is called.

Try this for trying to get the type back like usual.

That’s too wide a paragraph then, but now it’s back to normal somehow.

7/5/18, Thursday, these are “animals” about bothering my blogsite so that it’s scaring as well as female-scaring me, that these are “bowel movement boys” “playing games,” total strangers, presumably they’re about always guys because it’s a male-system, Autists are mostly male, the symptoms are worse. But this to me is always always disgusting and they’re doing it with these “bowel movement boys” particularly of the mass-reproduced fraud-parent male of the fraud-cousine “Brigitte” monster, and I figure I should better mention that more specifically as it’s becoming a bigger difficulty. These are the type, except in black skin, that had done the 2005-15 “Armageddon Program” off of me under the Washington DC homeless shelter I was stranded in until then they’d shipped me out to Kensington, Maryland and then in fact there was another black version of this “fraud-uncle’s” “bio-descendants, mass-reproductions” whatever these “copies” of selecteds are called, I’m here alone with all the difficulties in the world and this is like a strange pile of s*** planting itself into my business. Get lost illegal strangers. These bums are legal in their underworld criminal world dens but if they weren’t illegal they wouldn’t be hiding and sneaking around. This is the Revelation, from those Ghent Altarpiece characters, and I can’t guess where the Pill-grim brain-serum business boy and “St. Christopher” with that big red cloak ahead of the Pill-grim had picked up these fraud-family characters but I didn’t know any of those people well let alone the mass-reproduced strangers off of those weirdoes.

7/10/18, now someone who’d looked at the blog didn’t know anything about the “French” Connection part of all my life of sabotage since then, since 1962 and slightly before that. The area at the end of the Navigation bar is a disaster but this terminal I’m on hasn’t let me work on that file yet so it’s a disaster, as is everything else right now.

7/14/18, a Saturday, and like a “holiday” in this place over that it’s Bastille Day but it isn’t any lighthearted “French” business, but all over decapitation ideas-of-reference continuous all last evening and now horror-sabotage behaviors by the “deus ex machine” where the bizarre-world maybe taught itself while waiting for more brains to eat how to “freeze” the computer-workings so that for an hour and a half now it’s been frozen and panicking me and they seem to have pulled it so I’d feel as though trapped while the residents are having an activity time, but many similar small tricks constantly. — I’ve got a new complaint file but it’s on the Navigation bar; when they torture me they’re similarly going after anyone that would like to read what I’m trying to get down onto here so that’s why I sometimes feel like it should be noted in the first WARNING file that the system is being all animals all over me, that they’re just reveling in playing these computer and “noises” as though nobody else hears anything or had any idea what I’m talking about, that now they’re terrorizing me with “noises” of the fraud-family doo-doo from that French Connection photo I was lucky to have found.

** I can’t really figure out what the “cookies” are abo

  • I’m not a hypocrite but I just don’t have time to do more about this difficulty with the new mailing address yet. I’m going there tomorrow and things are really LURE-horrible, this Armageddon “Program” looking to do some big extravaganza off of my unawares back; please don’t participate in this “s***show” off of me.

    — Another reason this is floating in mind is that maybe he looks like Pope Paul VI, I’ll have to find his vital statistic-set. I was in Rome March or April 1975 and visited the Vatican on a Wednesday and it turned out that that was the general audience day of the week so that I found myself sort of herded along into the big chuch or cathedral or Vatican part itself. — Wow, and I’m trying to explain how the whole place was stolen back before the discovery that this New World exists, too mind you, and don’t even know if Vatican and Vatican City are the same thing and the church is just the church of St. Peter and/or St. Paul. St. Peter’s, that’s what it is. I’m so fraught with homeless running around that wispy details are difficult to have all assembled so things wind up to this thrown-together state. Wait till you see what I might go get next, just recalling the name now, etc.

    I’d had to quit right then, something odd, from this homeless syndrome. I found out I was mistaken about the outer looks of this guy who’d been an act in old Berlin so I’m not sure if it would wind up in this file, and I’m trying to recollect how I’d wanted to proceed with this Titian’s Schoolmaster area, that he looks like Florence Sabin’s pretty famous supervisor, Dr. Simon Flexner, big Jewish family from Louisville, KY. Then there’s some similarity that Pope Paul VI was likely bio-connected, I’d have to check the dates, but what was the — Amerigo Vespucci, I’m supposed to check on him in order to be able to get off of this subject and if so, if it doesn’t connect to Pope Francis then move it to somewhere for the time being. Flexner’s photos, that’s what I was up to. Oddly, Florence seldom had anything negative to say it seems but she did seem to think there was something wrong about Jewish people, that she’d used the phrase — he seems very nice, not at all like a Jewish type, or not very Jewish, a couple of times in what I’d been able to read so far and that struck me as a set up because her boss, Flexner, was Jewish, and his whole family and Albert Einstein and who all else in that day, around 1940, so what I’m suspecting so far is that this stereotype of the “magician” that is like the “Father of Petroleum” in the U.S. or everywhere, Edwin L. Drake, that sort of underworld-working “magician” type of humans that I’m calling Jomon here for my guess as to where they’d come from, had put to feel that way about Jewishness into her head as a sabotage for when all the “smart” people planned-for turned out to be Jewish and all around her and on their way to ruling the earth when the system’s space venture got all their people rich.

    (some information on the Flexners in a blog, temple3.wordpress.com, but I’m not having alot of luck finding images to start the subject off with, to compare to the painting.)

    7/27/18, Friday, a quick note that the point about the Wednesday Vatican big general audience of Pope Paul’s is that he spoke in 7 languages and the English was unrecognizable, unintelligible, so that I think I’d had that privilege of the audience because it was a special or a rote ritual for the listeners to “catch” or get then that sort of unintelligibility. The other point I want to mention is that they have skinny-sized of the oil magnate Marcus Samuel or people then bio-offspring-descended from him like Albert Grossman the music manager, off of him or similar then they developed a thin “line” or hybrid or mutant of their type that I only guess because of this huge inundation of the whole system. — I had to put a Continue reading sign because of the situation I’m alone in/with.

    — Maybe here would be a good place to try to describe this big difficulty I have with that most of this “Armageddon Program” has involved LURING people to see hidden-camera pornography of me. My whole life I’ve had these bums, “magicians,” underworlders, sneaking around to set me up for this Armageddon-usage, like practically invisibly living on my head to figure what to do to or with me next, like Allen Ginsberg musing who to throw at me next with some acting job for tricking me into “going with” them or such, and then I’d joined the Army and just today I’m finally learning that one that said his family was from Quebec had likely meant this area that’s attached to the U.S. that I’d never noticed this on a map before, me finally getting around to trying to get more details on the St. Lawrence “Seaway” River area. The Seaway was only completed in 1959, when the system thought they were near to their space riches, and then that “French Connection” scam had gone up the river to Montreal and then back down and over to New York and unpacked the smuggling car. But I have to beg off and try to go find some pieces I’d been collecting today while it turns out that after telling me I was leaving today that the final papers didn’t appear and I suspect that they also won’t tomorrow and that that then leaves Friday, the day that’s the worst to find one’s self still in one of these places because they then might not also do anything about your situation all weekend, etc., to worry about also. — But I will be trying to use this 3-x sign maybe as a place to store whenever I can jot about this pornography horror. It’s always been kept a secret from me but after years and years of this there’d been a few clues here and there for me to put together that some “Allen Ginsberg-type of a ‘magician'” thinks nothing of doing all these worst things to me, where anything I say or do is considered for how to twist it to the system’s advantage in their Armageddoning of the world.

    the Dr. Ralph Carfagni, psychiatrist, post moved to here now*

    (*Plus I’m working on a file on the St. Lawrence River/Seaway that I’ll try to start storing the pieces under the Navigation bar’s Places category, but maybe down here too.)

    In 1989 I’d lost my job and couldn’t find another one and had heard to apply for a state disability and got sent to a doctor who wrote that I had paranoid schizophrenia and I’d only thought that that was one person’s opinion but it turned out to be some lifetime-brand onto me that’s enabled this Armageddon Program to pretty much do whatever it wants because I have no say in anything, nobody listens to me because that label, the second word of it, is so evil or cursed or some such, like an instant death-word. The doctor looked like either of those guys on the left and right there.

    (I’m just going to store these here briefly, hadn’t known I’d found these:)

    Heinrich Schule, 1840-1816, circa 1900, from WikiVisually, PD

    (Heinrich Schule, 1840-1916, early psychiatrist, circa 1910, from Wikipedia, PD,

    this is the first person to use the term Dementia Praecox and that term became the circa 1910 schizophrenia term coined by Eugen Bleuler. He looks like Alexander Graham Bell and-or Bell’s father Melville Bell from that Visual Speech language that I figure became computers.

    http://www.renegadetribune.com/the-germanic-pagan-art-of-ludwig-fahrenkrog/#&gid=psgal_12263_1&pid=16 – Ludwig Fahrenkrog, 1867-1952)

    … (The doctor looked like either of those guys on the left and the right there.) I looked up the history of this business and it’s all just a system-set of tricks, the system like constantly at war against and for “getting” the normal people, turning them to food and drugs and petroleum and all the things off of those things. That Emil Kraepelin seems to be the main name in turning attempts at finding out what is wrong into a main weapon against the normal people. This doctor had hardly done anything at all, just sat and collected his pay and mentioned his hobby of collecting fancy sports cars and I had no idea he was doing a death sentence on me and he’s just an ordinary-seeming type but it’s a stereotype from the underworld and everyone seems to do whatever they’re assigned to do from there. I figure they’re a part of the big “generational-slave #1” type that comes from hybrid “combo-bombos” off of Alexander von Humboldt but my figuring is that von Humboldt had come from people who’d been enslaved before these “Merchant of Venice, generational-slave #2” types had gotten into this. I tried to see if I could find this guy through the internet but what I found is that the last name is well-known in the Bay Area for being psychiatrists and don’t look anything like this particular one, and the name Ralph is only to my recollection, could possibly be mistaken. Then I’d seen one of this type do a little silent-screen type scene when I’d been hospitalized by some medical-trick-set (of “magic” medical tricks) and was going to need to sign myself into their psych area to see if I could get any social work help from there, rather than go back to the situation that had caused the illness-tricks. I(I’d had a bizarre gain of water weight, 25 pounds of water-fluid blocked up inside till I couldn’t walk anymore and so had to go to a hospital.) This guy that looked like that had walked to the door of the hospital room and sort of pointed down the hallway like, off we go…. I didn’t connect him to this Carfagni business until later, still wouldn’t stereotype anyone who happened to have that or any other type of face, which is like ridiculous because all the system does is to make stereotypes all around the world and to ignore those is like ridiculous but I’d been taught in school that we’re each individuals, the president puts on his pants the same as we do, etc.// Oddly, the publisher of the book the photo is in is the same as that of the “The French Connection” book, and I’m trying to contact them about my use of the photo and the other bits and pieces from the book that might be useful, as the pictured-Mr. Fuca (Tony) has what I believe is high-functioning Autism-psychopathy, and might be the same person as pictured with Pearl Bailey below here in that picture of the photo on the signboard that I was finally able to get. There’s more to this but I’ve got this all-alone with everything situation that I’m out here in the gutters with and trying always to be responsibly behaving because of, while these people, just because this Ralph Carfagni had let me be misled down that path merely because of my impoverishment because I hadn’t had a “normal” family, but this conglomeration of strangers with that Bathgate Avenue Market-Merchant of Venice probable-curse all over themselves because of the curse onto the Merchant generational-slave #2 type, I hesitate to bring up that the photo is from the “All Too Human” memoir, 1999.

    July 10, 2018, — The Egyptian file wound up stuck stored under here, maybe also under the “LIMITLESS” post. —  This is messy and I guess I don’t have time to clean it up and “the monsters” started “playing,” the “deus ex machine,” invisibles or what goes on underground and even by satellites for all I either know or care, that it’s still all the same system that comes from un-reassessed age-old errors that have to get real-life dealt with or will extinct us. I have to do some other little things and leave this file the way it was, but the system is bothering me with both the phony medical and the phony mental health b.s. so I have to try to get back to this subject and try to describe that they’ve railroaded so many many people that way, that it’s just another disappear/murder means….

    July 11 note will go here when I get the photo to go with it:

    Image on the blog by these 3 pictures here.

    I don’t know what to do about it. It seems peculiar to this terminal here out in Massachusetts now and seems to be saying that the 3 Bruce-connected pictures aren’t supposed to be used. I’ve had years and years of timidity about taking photocopies of book pages because this “Armageddon Program/Show,” etc’s director-atmostphere disapproves of near-anything I try to do, so I’m guessing that the 3 “x’d” computer-images means that these 3 pictures are against the law/rules. I think they’re all Fair Use. I semi-covered the 2nd name of the juvenile book author because she might object to her name’s being used but the picture itself seems very of public interest and published, and publishing something is putting it out into the public and the public is supposed to talk about things of interest. The big picture with Ms. Bruce on it is the only photo I could find anywhere of Mr. Schneider and his picture is important to this, I am not talking about creative money-making efforts here, I’m talking that Bruce was actually what would now be called one of the Planeticidists, since all doubt that there were riches coming from space ended when they actually got the only pieces they could get, those moon rocks, July 1969. The moon rocks by the way I read are under super-guard in some fancy new facility, probably in or near Houston; I couldn’t take a photocopy of that because the restrictions were so many on the little write-up in some book about places you’ll never visit or some such. Now the building is doing this bizarre emergency-warning noise, like direct-editing me. Mr. Schneider’s picture is there because maybe he was the “bio-parent” of the 2 males in the post’s opening image, that that’s the only way I can figure to describe that this guy was “just saying that” about me because I was in this victim-position with hardly any money or any sort of familial support and I’d never have guessed that everyone/everything is underneath. It becomes very different when you realize that you’ve always got watchers. I’ll try to get back to this, maybe where I put the 3 x’s at the bottom of this post also, but now I have this difficulty that the anonymous “bums” are going to ban/keep my site banned on account of this unfair charge that I shouldn’t be using these 3 illustrations. The 3rd one is my 1st photo when I got this Lifeline cellphone and it happened to have a camera! Nobody’d told me how easily I could have added a photo to the social mediae and then of course with this blog. The Bailey-Bellson photo, it’s right there on the street and I had walked by or glanced at it many times before I’d learned about the “French Connection” fraud-family I’d been raised in. Bruce and Bellson were both “entertainers” and that’s because of this secret underworld, that they had had developmental disabilities and so they went into different things, like these computers now too, and many reasons I have to try to bring these matching pieces closer together to help me to put into words that these people with the unrecognized Prehistoric-descended Autism-psychopathy are really going to finish off the whole only living planet, where people had been expected to branch out to the other planets naturally and the Autists detest spirits because spirits were always screaming for them to “stop,” to quit, killing people. There I had to put “stop” in quotes because it’s one of the big “slang” words for the system’s way/s of getting their drug, a slang for decapitation of some sort or how on earth could I exactly have the slightest idea what on earth they’ve developed, etc. It’s near-impossible to discuss with strangers, you have to know someone well before you can discuss sensitive subjects like that. Etc. The 3 illustrations, the one is right out in the street, the cover is “alluding to” that the subject is taking advantage of the child. In fact the real “Sister Theresa/Teresa,” Agnes Bojaxhui, born in Albania, was the sort of person like the kid there, that type that I call the “Babar” type. And maybe it’s also alluding to that “mother” was actually one or more guys doing an acting job. I’d only been able to notice this because I’d wound up in the “Mo. T” nursing home or house after the car-hit’s hospital and the 30 days in a nursing home back in Kensington, Maryland, and then about 6 weeks until the court date in April. Nobody was saying anything about giving me a ride to the court date and so I’d left the Mo. T place in Washington (DC) in order to be in Rockville, Md. by 8 a.m. on Monday and then it turned out to be just another hoax and they told me to keep in touch for the new court date and I was just left like I was, etc., not that I just feel like throwing Mo. T into the mix here but that I’d been through this same “Armageddon Program” and am serious about the crime.This is from his (Lenny Bruce’s, Playboy Press, 1965 or ’66) book, “How to Talk Dirty and Influence People,” (check Wikipedia’s original book cover photo. Maybe on it he looks like Julian Orlolvsky, Allen Ginsberg’s boyfriend’s brother they were trying to make a documentary about around that time to offhand recollection right now. Wikipedia says that some use of book covers in a low-resolution should be considered Fair Use, etc.,) from when he got caught posing as a priest to get leper-colony donations in Florida. He made about $8000 and sent a or the colony $2500, I’d reread recently somewhere somehow. But the How to Talk Dirty, that isn’t “legit,” that’s about the way that what I call “slug-pneumonia” is spread, what he’d likely actually referenced by the “influence,” influenza, and then locked-in people die and decompose from that, into our hydrocarbons about everything is made up of. This is a precedent for my trying to illustrate that I think the “mother” was really the same sort of the money-grubbing deal, because these guys always had this Autism and found ways to deviate around it in order to stay alive, and hence these LUREs that I’m always complaining about, that they’re abnormal, that humans don’t do that. Back to the file the way I’d written it last winter, but I’m still going to be worried about these 3 x’s’ effect on other people’s being allowed to read my material because this is all non-fiction reality, not entertainment. And I think Bruce had been in those clubs more to spread the “brain-products,” narcotics/”drugs” made from (other) people’s brains, that the performing came as more a cover for doing and for having been doing, as the stars turned out to be way further away than had been expected, which thought scares me because being in cities I nearly never see any or see very few, like, maybe they have been “harvesting” them.

    Lenny Bruce with his father Mickey Schneider and his daughter Kitty. (Albert Goldman/Lawrence Schiller biog., my point that Mr. Schneider is like the “Carfagni” type below. He’d immigrated from England,; passed around L.A. Ms. Bruce authored the book the (Divine Madness) … we of Satan’s growing army… is allegedly from but I couldn’t find it anywhere yet.

    (For Pearl and Lou see post #290 please.)

    I’m trying to get across that the famous Missionary of Charity (1910-97) and the early psychiatrist Emil Kraepelin (1856-1926) and the drummer Lou Bellson (1925-2009; with wife Pearl Bailey on the M and 4th St., NW, DC Cultural Tourism signboard,) are very closely related and major workers for this global-system/Armageddon Plan. And Bellson might have actually been the “Tony Fuca” in the Bronx-actually French Connection narcotics scam that I’d had onto me also, had been put into slightly by having me play with those suitcases before they were used for storing the “heroin,” which was really only a front for camouflaging the invisible “LSD” brain-fluid hallucinogen, on which this (global-) system is founded. They swear up and down that it isn’t addictive so they are not drug addicts, but their system-think doesn’t exist unless they are high. When they’re sober all their “genius” thinking is evaporated, it only exists when they’re high on the brain-serum of other people, and the whole system is built on that, with me alone at the bottom, underneath tons of gibberish they invent while high. They believe they can just keep growing people for all the resources for all their needs, meat, drugs and gasoline-fuel power and synthetic goods, can just sit back and do that off of the ovary-harvesting forever.

    Emil Kraepelin, d. 1926

    I expect that that isn’t really Kraepelin but a “high-functioning Autist-psychopath” with hallucinogen-dependence that had taken over Kraepelin’s life- “role” probably. For the time being it doesn’t make much difference.

    Eugen Bleuler, circa 1908

    Wilhelm Wundt

    Wundt with colllleagues/students

    This looks like Rockefeller, Jr. and Cary Grant, -types.

    Wundt.pdf,     Wundt is very important to all this and I think he and Sabin had met, where she likely got curses that led to all this on top of me right now.

    ,,, the same grid-block that I’m stranded in at the day-shelter that I walk to this set-up library from, thinking this is slightly less dangerous that the night-shelter to the other branch library out by it for this week at least, whereas next week it might be the other way around, as I’m used for this making the Bible-threats to come true for what turn out to be people with Prehistoric-aged brain-damage, that I politely call Autism-psychopathy, with dependence on hallucinogens from other people’s brains. I have to include a file about the trepanning/trephining in South America, that that must’ve been alot of practice for what is our international drug-industry. Here I’m including this photo of Gil “The Revolution Will Not Be Televised” Scott-Heron because it’s a little connected and all I’ve got so far offhand to that when I’d been let go from this job I’d written a letter of protest against being let go and as I left work and brought it to the post office I started getting “followed” and the “followers” evolved to mostly looking like this former-boyfriend type who I guess was also a Huxley offspring-descendant and it became really wicked and nerve-wracking and I couldn’t find anymore work and filed for disability and told Carfagni that I was being followed by this ex-boyfriend and he quietly wrote that I had paranoid-you know what and like 30 years later that’s being raised in order to have me ignored and incarcerated so this LURE can continue to be perpetrated, after decades of the global-system’s takeover off of this “Armageddon Program” off of myself, so I think the photo’s relevant for this file but there’s likely something more to that it should have a file on this whole subject of the Huxley-types somewhere. One of the worst of the shelter-girls is of this type, screaming all the time lately and they get away with it because it’s the “Program” and there aren’t any witnesses for what goes on around me. Then the lady who hadn’t helped me to get housing was this type so that I’ve been left in this “Program” out here alone invisible-torture situation, and one of the “Bathgate market” fraud-family members was this type, going around forwarding their love of getting high onto everybody else, and now I recall why the Huxley-situation should have a file of its own is that they were out near where the “sound barrier” was broken where it was really the seal on the ozone layer and that that’s the seal on our Earth’s atmosphere that had been broken and then dived through and dived through and dived through till it was big enough they could get out to conquer space and space is meant for evolved-spirit people, not junkies in tin cans.  I’m just thinking of one of them there, John Glenn was likely a slave and not a junkie, etc., but it was junkies sitting under Chicago who were the main local impetus for the space race, transferred over from Berlin which’d transferred over from St. Petersburg which had worked its way out of from underneaath Siber-Mongolia, where they’re still sitting back like in high chairs watching pictures and waiting for the slaves to finish conquering the earth for themselves and the slaves are doing it off of me in particular and slaves like that particular “Carfagni” and countless phony medical people nowadays will swear that I have something bad about my thinking/thinking process, God help poor little me.

    More than Kraepelin or Bleuler I read that a doctor/early psychiatrist/an “Alienist,” named Heinrich Schule had been the first person to write about “dementia praecox” and that that’s what instead became called, the dirty word, “schiz.,” by then Bleuler primarily. One time I was able to find a picture of Schule, on the Internet probably, and he looked like this “Allen Ginsberg” type offhand, of the Merchant of Venice generational-slave #2 type of people that I give benefit of doubt to are longtime captives, had come up with the father and son Christ paradigm. So that in trying to get to the bottom of this calling me by that label one would want to find out where the label came from and it’d come from Dr. Bleuler and it was his term for what Kraepelin had repeated from Schule’s first writings about it. What was Schule actually writing about, I can hardly find out anything about him, he worked in that Baden area of Germany is about all that I could learn, going through alot of library books, just never mentioned anywhere except in passing.

    I’ve used this illustration of Dr. Pinel from the World Book Encyclopedia’s article on Mental Illness, volume M, alot:

    Posted on April 30, 2016.pdf  Excuse if some of these quick examples are from old letters, the writing on some of them. Here the caption is misleading. I think the doctor, John Carroll’s line of people, is trying to prevent the Autist-psychopath from releasing to take the guy to the kitchen for decapitation. Then the next pictures are some examples I’d found where the late DC Mayor Marion Barry appears to have been a John Carroll type also and then with these same Autist-psychopaths all around him, too. People like me and John Carroll don’t know how to get out of this all-surrounded spooky trap we’re always kept in so the Autists can parasite-live off of us. 

    World Book Encylcopedia’s Mental Illness article illustration, vol. M, of Dr. Pinel at the Paris asylum, called Bicetre. The caption is misleading.

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    “Pallas Chasing the Vices” detail.

    Lenny Bruce, 1925, Mineola, Long Island, 1966-L.A., alleged overdose passing.

     

    from Divine Madness by Jeffrey Kottler

     

    The Philippe Pinel painting has a “female counterpart” from the women’s asylum, the Salpietre, Le or La Petit/e Salpietre:  Briones Horse Centerfrom the PinelSchool.org

    That’s how I’d learned the little I have about the late Princess Diana, that she had died at this hospital in Paris, La Salpietriere, or Le Petit/e Salpetriere. It took the ambulance over 2 hours I think to make the 20-minute or less drive. I thought I’d heard the 1997 radio report say that her head had been severed but maybe I’d heard she’d had a laceration, that her head had been lacerated and that translated back then to me as having been that and I didn’t want or have to hear another word, and then around 2008 I was trying to find assistance by describing the system’s obsession with explosives and that they’d learned to make fireworks and such by getting hold of saltpeter and using the nitrogen-salt from that for making explosives and then it seemed that to get to gunpowder they’d used massive amounts of that saltpeter and that’s where the name “Salpetriere” comes from, that it used to be the storage for that area, turned into that asylum and then it’s still a hospital and I’d come across this painting of it and then learned that that’s where Diana had passed, allegedly. I’d then read as much as I could about her real quick and it was a peculiar incident, so I worry that she was taken underground and that that was a body-substitute that was identified as being herself. Maybe she’d had an open casket funeral, I wouldn’t know yet, haven’t had much chance to look into it. I figure Marilyn Monroe had been abducted and locked up, that there’s a good chance of that too, because that’s what I’m always afraid the system’s trying to do to me, as the Autists have turned the world around. I should check and see if Pinel was a big fundraiser, money-collector, getting money for the self-mass-reproducing developmentally disabled autists so they could eat and take over all those buildings after the normals had been run off.  img

    Coincidentally the Autism “mystery” illustration I use was nearby so I put it in this “Ventricle” post, and then the Autism-expert Dr. Kanner had first worked in the U.S. in what might have been exactly on the Missouri River, 1924+ in an asylum at Yanktown, South Dakota. I’m saying that he was big sabotage, coming from Berlin when the Autists were in a heyday there, between their 2 world wars in the belief they’d soon be ruling the Earth from Mars. I’ll try to pick up with this on the Ventricle as I learn more but so far it looks like it’s connected to the main brain-connection area, and I guess-at that when the hole had been burned into the brain by the Prehistory-people’s trek across snow-bound Beringia, accidentally laying newborns in the snow had caused that, that in some instances the hole had been burned-in so deeply that fluid had leaked out and when it healed-over the normal balance hasn’t yet been able to be restored due to the unnatural self-propagation from the disembodied-ovaries “method” of “growing” humans, that have become like corporation-product armies now today, used toward perpetrating-through those Armageddon prophecies, with me alone at the bottom used as a LURE for attracting unawares people to disappearance, a big kill-and-replace sneak-holocaust going on off of me most of my life and I’m over sixty now, things are real bad.

    Carfagni

    Carfagni-types in the background.

    Carfagni

    Carfagni-types in the background.

    7/10/18, Tuesday, this is the Seated Scribe file now, I have to clean this up later, they have a Monignor coming to give Mass here now.

    Seated Scribe, Saqqara, 4th Dynasty, found near Kai’s tomb in 1850 by Auguste Mariette; photo from Louvre contributed to Wikimedia Commons by Gbaotic, 4 April 2009. Below,  by Guillaume Blanchard, July 2004, Fujifilm S6900.
    According to Wikipedia, The identity of the person represented remains unknown. The semicircular base of the sculpture suggests that it originally fitted in a larger piece of rock which presumably carried its name and title. This somewhat unusual pose was, it seems, reserved for members of the immediate royal family, although not for the king himself.
    File:John Edwards on Meet The Press.jpgThe Politician, Mr. Edwards, on Meet the Press in 2003, (public domain because he was gov’t-employed, from Wikimedia Commons.) There’s more …

    I’ve read that the figure on the left, supposed to be the Virgin Mary by some accounts, looks like Mr. Edwards …

    (store here: Vulcan of the apotheosis I have to crop tihis yet; trying o compare EL Drake with the Man In Oriental Costume portrait and the “St. Christopher” from the Ghent Altarpiece. Below are various pdfs I’ve sent on EL Drake: Drake book.pdf image  — the father/founder of the petroleum industry e l drake .pdf book page– But then I went to get a picture of the gravesite sculpture and took a close look and it isn’t of Drake: Edwin Drake Monument.pdf

    found in DavidJRosso.com, designed by CH Niehaus, same as the Hahnemann Memorial about the Homeopathy that’s connected to the brain serum as being a “medicine.”)

    — I can’t find a copy yet, but there’s also a Virgin Mary on the 23-ton I think it is 1999 new sculpture, by artist George Carr, installed into the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception where it’s obvious (even) to me that that looks like Mr. Edwards, but, in looking for it I’d noticed that the manager for the whole project of making and installing that, like Conques’ but just inside the back of the church where you enter but don’t see it till you leave sort of the position, that the manager’s name is very similar to one of the big family names from Conques, that now I realize that the same “St/e. Foy”-group had been behind both places, that this is the “Armageddon” and book of Revelation-writing group. I’m guessing that they were just an offshoot from the whole Ghent Altarpiece Old Testament group. I think that that latter had come from north and east over out of Siberia, where the main group still would be/is today. See Conques/St/e. Foy 4 posts below, please. (There’s another modern “lookalike” in Kenny Gallo’s “Breakshot” about organized crime in southern California.)

    I never get enough time to try to look into the “Punic Wars” but I’d guess they involved the Autists’ getting rid of people over any northern cliffs in Africa. Then I think I’d read that Biograph films had done work around the Boer War.

    Most photographs seem to be on the “Pinterest” website and I haven’t been able to figure out how that works, that I’m suspicious of about everything anymore and I worry it’s for collecting in order to disappear good pictures is the real point of all the photos’ going onto there so I’ve stayed away from it. That might sound far-fetched but I’m pretty sure it’s what the Library of Congress had been set up for by the New England Transcendentalist people, that they just wanted to get rid of the “others’,”  materials and that, under their influence of, is the concept they’d come up with for how to go about that, so I worry Pinterest might have the same ulterior concept going. The statue I’m particularly looking for is one’s of the administrator known as “Kai,” and I just noticed the name is “Kay” in French, because he looks like the “classic Autist” and the Pill-grim and St/e. Foy and they have some good ones of him. While looking quickly I noticed one that likely does look like JFK because there’s a young one like him on both the Conques tympanum and the new over-entrance’s inside “Universal Call to Holiness” at the Basilica NSIC. This one’s known as “the Mayor” and I thought he’d looked like Rene d’Anjou, whose become many people:

    7/9/18, Monday: I put together one of the 2015 car-hit tricks: When I got the quick look at the medical record this past January I noticed a mention that I’d been moved to a different room just before I was woken/woke in the intensive care unit and now I noticed mention that there were alot of police going to the room next door the next day or day after, as one of the nurses had later remarked on how young they’d seemed. I guess now that they were told that that was Kathy Foshay over in the room I’d actually been in for the week of unconsciousness, but that brings me to how I’d somehow gotten all beat up plus then this horror-subject of that it seems they made “educational videos” or films of my privates, like for new foreign medical personnel, the place being right next door to the national institute of well-being, so to try to describe, which reminds me that I’d worked a day there once, kitchen help, and the boss looked like one of the doctors I’d worked for, that I see “bio-descendents of those guys alot in these places. There were 8 of them that took turns working in an E.R. — etc… but I can only recall seven of their names and faces so far.

    I’ve always said to stay clear of any attempt to try to contact me but I’m getting to the point of too much loneliness and being stranded alone in these hospitals that I’m likely to add my gmail address on the outside chance that anyone would feel safe to drop me a line and provide some distraction or interestingness. Actually, I’m reaching a little “terra firma” in being able to describe the system a little more clearly except that it’s difficult to do that when you’re sitting in the lion’s den, that it’s looking like those Ghent Altarpiece main 2 figures I keep pointing out, the tall, bearded, red-cloaked guy someone wrote is sometimes referred to as being St. Christopher but I don’t think there were yet saints when the G. Altarpiece was made, figuring it was when Charles “the Bold” of Burgundy was born, for his older sibling who hadn’t survived birth, 1432, that that’s the Pill-grim boy type with the red-cloaked figure and they or their types had gone on to take over the “Vatican” and had made that 1492 “Treaty of Tordesillas” about dividing the New World between Spain and Portugal and red-cloak’s type was Portugal and Pill-grim’s Spain and the 2 “types” are still conducting this Armageddon that’d come out of Conques, France, and they work together even when they’re “playing” or acting-out real warfare, — like in the Battle of Lepanto with the Christians and Muslims seemingly, that they “play war” to catch the “other” people between them. I really still want to find a picture of that Egyptian “Kai the administrator” one because that’s the Pill-grim’s type. Notice in the last file above this one how the male figure is clutching those 2 pieces, that his type became the St/e. Foy statue-reliquary, and I’m thinking that he’s holding those to reference getting ovaries from females, the way the 2 figures are standing, so that maybe his type is the “E Pluribus Unum” because they’d been the first to notice that “masturbated-onto ovaries” of victims could grow things that became babies and then grown people.

    July 12, everything’s worse, me now getting a letter about an appointment here on the 19th, when they’d just reiterated this morning now that I can leave tomorrow, Friday. The only “mail” or phone calls I ever get are always bad news or disappointments, this being delivered as though mail. This is of course making the continuity of this blog difficult, that strangers can’t follow what I’m talking about, like the lady who said she’d looked at it here and I’d mentioned the French Connection difficulty I’ve got and she hadn’t any idea what that’s about. Before this bad news, being held against my will is what it seems this is though I haven’t finished reading this note yet, I’d taken a bunch of photos of some boring paperwork that I’m going to have to send to here, diverting all my attention, making these posts full of too many different subjects for easy-following what I’m talking about, like the files I’m still trying to get to to go back and sort them into their different subjects from before I’d gone to Florida, similar sort of captivity then to that, and then they’d had one of the fraud-parent’s “offspring-descendants” I’d been calling the proliferations, but now maybe bio-offspring-descendants would be more clear, as I can only hope to try to make all these subjects more clear toward getting me back to what I was trying to do. In fact if I’ll be — oh dear, another problem, with having my plans always “thrashed and bashed” around like this, the “magic” power from their many centuries of eating and “running” brains playing with my breathing ability like a yo-yo when they feel like it. I have this file, then the Limitless one, the material in the 2 files had been meant to be kept separate but they’re very overlapping subjects. I should probably put the Seated Scribe post back like it was but to do that is complicated and time-consuming. The sole not-bad thing about being forced to stay here only because the system keeps me friendless is that I was trying to get back to those “You Were Wrong, Merchant of Venice,” et al. post-files to straighten them out, that I could use the time, but then when I came here to use this it wouldn’t call up this blog for 2 hours, right after the fraud-thing had done its act, the fraud-parent bio-offspring-descendant, then I’d come to do this and the computer wouldn’t call up here and I never know when that’ll happen again. The material I spent the morning trying to take and crop to send photos here of, just a few things, were all connected to this latest forced-hospitalization. My big fear is always that the VA would ship me to their big lock-up hospital not far from where the fraud-parent lives and use me as the/this LURE there. They’ve been doing the LURE “ideas of reference” all or most of the day here, audience-gathering, then they draw some people off to the pornography area and the party-marathon ends up with that “influence/slug-pneumonia” or whatever other “disappearance” methods, that that has to worry me as I’m seeing so much of this E Pluribus Unum Plan. I was even thinking of sending a photo of where it says that on the back of our dollars, thanks be that I have one on me, etc., etc. for that all these difficulties have me unsure how to proceed with the blog, as I’d wanted to keep that about the Dinosaurs right under the WARNING file and to be able to figure how to do that, and then have this sort of a file about this horror medical-railroad, “psychiatric” horror lie world railroad they’re trying to do to me it really is, that I’m sitting in a “lions den” after all these years of being used as how they’re perpetrating this E Pluribus Unum that now I’m seeing all over the place and putting together with the Egyptian material also now, and with all these changes and the many subjects and the difficulties of feeling like my typing is being used as the same LURE that it was used for all those years in Washington, I’m not sure how I can proceed with all this. This with the Ralph Carfagni psychiatrist claiming in 1989 that I had paranoid schizophrenia was supposed to be a post with whatever I’ve got about psychiatry, to put it all here, but all this miscellaneous is likely to distract anyone from being able to follow that I’m being railroaded back even before the 1962 French Connection problem-abuse and fraud-family business, and that these are people with that Prehistoric times’ development of Autism-psychopathy with the dependence on hallucinogens. I guess the Narmer Palette could go here to try to help illustrate the simplicity that I’m trying to show, or that boy from the post above. I’ll go get a copy of that.

    — I forgot to go into about the Dr. Minette Davis business probably, that from Carfagni I’d gone “back” to NY, was scared out of San Francisco — and recalling that now I recall the fear-episode at the bus station, where some guy appeared to merely be asking some question, and in retrospect I realize he was this Dr. Kanner-type and from that I realize Dr. Kanner was from a line that the main one’s name begins with “hann-” and I’ll try to look it up, he was a mesmerist mostly in Berlin largely I think, in the 1930s, — and the type includes people like Steve Brill, a former employer nominally of mine, and an English professor, Irving Halperin. The deal with Dr. Davis is that I’d had to go to VA, me somehow thinking that if you were broke the Army would take care of your health problems and the California one year’s Disability (insurance?) payments had to have a doctor over me so I’d gone from Carfagni to the VA not too far from where the fraud-parent lives, while I was staying with a different member of that family because the fraud-family had more or less driven me out of their house with all these same only “peculiar” -type tricks, and Dr. Davis saw me about 3 times and said she was leaving and I’d hear through the mail about a new doctor but she wouldn’t tell me where she was transferring to, and then I didn’t hear anything further and the payments quit when the year was up and I couldn’t place that part of all this while I’d just gone and signed up with VA in St. Augustine. I’d brought up that horror-word, the s*-word in this subject, schizophrenia and paranoia maybe combined might even sound less awful, and the guy doing my records said there wasn’t anything in the computer that he knew of about that so I’d forgotten about it only with all the trying to figure what is going on, like with the new Secy of the VA and such, I just recalled that I had briefly seen a VA doctor after that Carfagni. But today now I’ve got all kinds of floating bits and pieces and notice these inter-connected subjects are being smeared around amongst these differerent subjects, — what I was trying to mention probably is that there seems alot of negativity about me doing typing on here and that worries me that the LURE is keeping this work secret only to spring it on the “pigeon” types then in the evening when they’re LURE-trapped, because of the itsy other all details.

    7/27/18, There’s a skinny “type” from the stereotyped Marcus Samuel oil magnate and that’s what the horror-psychiatrist had been, when I’d voluntarily gone to get help from a social worker and went to a psych place and it was an error to do that, that Wash. Hosp. Center 2015 horror-emergency led to looking for social service help out of the 2nd and D Sts., NW shelter I’d been in for 10 years, — so I went to a place like that then briefly but the guy was terrible and now there’s a similar type here except less tall and I realize that they’re bio-descended from Samuel now but they’re also big big hallucino-problems for me now, big purveyors and believers in all this grow people by disembodied ejaculation onto disembodied ovaries way of the underworld, etc. Have to sign off right now.

    10/13, still trying to clean this up and describe the system-hoax-set.

    Feb. 17, 2019: I’m going to try to see if it’s better to try to run the blog backwards, that all the repetition for the first post and all this “emergency-style” writing is getting on my nerves but I can’t work on cleaning this up till tomorrow and first I have to wait for the oxygen-delivery or exchange and once it’d taken the whole day so I’ll see how much if any time I get tomorrow. Have to sign off now. Oh s***, somehow the Comments at the bottom of the sidebar are different than I’d left them yesterday. The parasites are running a big LURE today because of this coming to the downtown library and new thing to the blog, etc…. Feb. 19, it’s worse than the usual holocaust-LURE, it seems a “gridlock,” some military-type corralling people they seem to have done yesterday.

    (I think this was 11/7/17? it’s gone now.) I’m going to try to explain how awful this is, that I’m used like a “stupid, crosseyed girl foil” for the system’s strategy in its world-takeover Plan, like outlined in that book of Revelation but much more than that also. All the bad aspects I can’t fit into a file or a day of typing-attempt. If I could get some into one file it would be “too controversial” for the front page here so when I feel like I have to “save” this file so I don’t lose the typing I’ve done so far I’ll also transfer it to a new file started under the WARNING heading on the navigation bar here. I’ve never had any responsibly-behaving adult allowed around me and there aren’t any right now and I have to try to explain that those “Jomon culture” people were for intents and purposes as insane, etc., all the big subject of toward this TPE. I have to go look them up to see what the search-engine says about them and then get into the “T’ang to Sung” dynasties feeling that I have that between those is when they and the Autists had met up, that segue there from angry to singing is when the Autists had chanced upon the Jomon and the Jomon cheered them up but the groups have become like a world-takeover Consortium against the “normal Earthlings” is I believe our situation and then from there it goes into all the “ultra-orthodox” religions that the Consortium strategy-invented. Right now it seems that that’s where then the later the “Ainu” culture actually comes in, the offsprung later cultures, a different situation for purposes of trying to disentangle all this. I feel I have to try to make this “day of Warning” because whatever’s invisibly-unprovably lifetime-torturing me for toward their Armageddon goes “ape-s***” if I get any “l’argent” and today I was supposed to try to go get a bank account for this ssfund which would also entail me getting about twenty dollars in cash for some spending money and these things are like hounds all over any of that so I have to take a day for trying to “reality-check” this horror-run that they’re doing all over me, like leashed monster-dogs “chomping at the bit” to be set loose to all over and off of me as soon as I walk out that door and that’s not to mention that there’s also the location of the place and its significance to all of this double-situation of my personal business with this personal blogsite and the system’s abuse of me as its Armageddon-foil strategy and that’s use of this blogsite behind my back and under my feet, etc. I’m like that “Venus of Willendorf” with that wool cap or hair pulled down to over her eyes and ears, that I can’t see or hear, I’m just trying to go through the motions of my own life but the system is using me for its Armageddon and I’ve traced that to this “Consortium” stemming from the presumed Autists’ meeting the “out of it” islanders I’m thinking were this old anonymous “Jomon” culture that’d then spawned the Ainu culture and that that Ainu culture became today’s “ultra-orthodox” phony religion/s, so to try to get across that this is too much already for the front page but there’s some sort of an aspect where nobody even knows that this blogsite exists outside of some teeny group that is logged as being followers, and that tha means that they receive a “feed” of whatever new posts only I put on here, which doesn’t seem to count the new pages for the larger picture of all the background material to everything where there are many subjects I haven’t even gotten to yet that come into all this that adds up to that TPE is being created off of this lifetime-torture to me and, with that new film out I could put two and two togetether and, realize that they’d used Victoria/Queen Victoria the same way and then I’ve been saying that they’d used Florence Sabin the same way as me so that that’s nearly 200 years of using us as a “foil” strategy, getting across to anyone how bad that is, how bad the real situation is, hasn’t worked so far, the parasitism on me seems only worse and I have to try to “hold back” those monster-dogs from devouring the world through me as much as I can, trying to recall all these different points that should go in this file and knowing I won’t be able to. A major one is how “the Program,” this “Armageddon Show-Program,” with all the internal and external cast and crew and world of extras to call upon to be used against my trying to get out of this Armageddon Program, had sort of prodded me awake and I’m suspicious of everything anymore and started trying to figure why the system wanted me to open, try to, this bank account on, 11/7, what would be the “catch” to that that the system was favoring me being able to get up a little too early so that I’d have been able to get that done and over with today when generally they just put obstacles in my path toward anything positive, so I was trying to figure why 11/7 was okay with the system and what difference 11/8 might make or such ridiculous-seeming things, but that’s how the system works, on all these made-up rituals of invisible- and unimportant just anything things, and it occurred to me that “seven” is similar to “severn” and severn is similar to sever and that that’s what “lucky seven” is really about, that the brain-eaters love the word sever. “Severn” is the name of some river on this side of England, like leads into some old pirate-shipping way they’ve been running their “food industry.” Crowley was born near there and of course I don’t have any idea all what but I do know that the system seemed too okay with me getting up and going to the bank and that I’m not prepared for the whirlwind that they then use to “wrest” any cash from me so I don’t have anything, am going to try to pull together some of this unconnected-to-anything sounding business about the Jomon and the Sung dynasty and then of course the “ultras” and I don’t know all what else, I try to make notes, that “Secret Chiefs” business, the use of dungeons for holding people in that I guess became the “wells,” — I have to try to pin down who that is in that sculpture on the Hahnemann Memorial or Monument, because I think that that’s when they got the idea to make money off of decomposing people, that it stemmed off of whoever that character is, detail that I’d put on the sidebar here, with Hahnemann’s finger like pointing to up his nose or what, that he was from the Jomon people and became the people like Edwin Drake of the petroleum industry and they’d heavily lived off of this “magic” parasitism onto Florence Sabin for instance and then onto the same patters to and off of me, trying to trace so I can explain that this system is all “bluff” living off of the natural resources the planet had come with until there aren’t any left, but notice that I’m still totally alone without anything like any responsibly-behaving adult’s being anywhere near around me, that none of these few followers or anyone from the car-hit industry off of that hoax or my many years of hand-carrrying and mailing letters to people around here has come up with anyone I can even vent about any of this to or seek advice or do anything off of as a sounding board for any of all this, I’m just alone walking in the gutters here all the time and I know from all these years of experience that they’re going to go Allen Ginsberg-style “ape-s***” that I’d have a few dollars for myself after I do this trip to try to open a bank account and I’ll be alone with all that and trying to cope and this is barely a personal thing, that it’s really how these obscure people have created a “machine-like” way of taking over the earth for themselves, by staying high underground and mass-reproducing themselves and “clawing-in” ordinary people for repeating the cycle. I can’t leave this on the front page but want to put some sort of a please continue reading this because I can’t warn adequately enough that a consortium of developmentally disabled peoples is stealing the planet all the time and doing so off of going after anyone attracted to the idea of assisting little me in getting us all safely out from that. Etc.

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